Always in reader's point of view.
I have always been alone. I never had someone that I could call my friend. I never had a family I could call my family. If I showed my face in public, people would start laughing. Let's get one thing straight, I am...
I packed what little I had raced out to the car where Tao and the rest of Exo where. They smiled at me and waved. I returned the smile and waved back to them. We all climbed into the car. I sat in between Chanyeol, (who I consider as an older brother) and Tao. Tao held my hand and Chanyeol gave me one of his sweet smiled. "Would it be bad if I wanted to keep you as my little sister?" Chanyeol asked to me. I looked at him with wide eyes. "You w-want me as a s-sister?" I asked. He smiled at me and nodded his head. I broke out into a wide grin, and nodded my head.
Chanyeol grinned and hugged me tightly. Tao smiled and pressed a soft kiss to my head. I smiled back at him and eventually fell asleep as the car ride to Seoul continued. A good four hours later, Tao is shaking my shoulders. I open my eyes and look at my surroundings and almost fall of my seat. I jumped out of the car door and looked around. "So this is Seoul?" I said spinning in a slow circle to see the city and lights. Tao and other smiled and watched me. "Yup. This is Seoul. What do you think?" Chanyeol grinned at me. I smiled. "I think it is better then where I was living before." I said. "I mean, Busan is beautiful, but where I was in Busan was not." I said. Tao pouted when he saw me frown. "You frown, I frown." He said crossing his arms and pouting. I started laughing at how cute he was being.
He smiled when he saw my smile. "That's better. I like it better when you are smiling. It's like your whole face lights up when you smile." Tao said admiring my face. I felt a smile on my face as my eyes widened and a blush spread across my cheeks. Good thing its dark or I would have had a heart attack if he saw my face. I felt Tao slide his hand into mine and begin walking with the other boys. Chanyeol glued himself to my side and made sure that, as my older borther, he would also keep me safe. I looked down at the ground and smiled to myself.
These dorks are the reason that I didn't lose hope in the first place. I looked back up when Luhan called my name. "Want to look around for some outfits that we can buy you?" He asked. My eyes widened. "You don't have to buy me anything." I said. Tao smiled at me. "Of course we do. We are your knew family and besides, we buy clothes for each other so whats wrong with adding another person to the list?" Kris said smiling at me.
I sighed. "Ok, but one rule. You can't go overboard on what you buy me. Ok?" I said. They nodded. "If you do go overboard with the shopping, I guess I really don't have a choice but to wear them do I?" I asked. They smiled. "Nope!~" They said all at once. I sighed. "Alright, lets go." I said. Tao and Luhan linked arms with me as we walked into a bear by clothing store. Luhan and Tao saw different clothes and through them at me. "Go try them on so we can see what they look like on you." Tao said placing a quick peck on my lips and pushed me into a dressing room. I shook my head while laughing. I took the first outfit that he handed me and tried it on.
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I walked out in the outfit and Tao almost fell out of the chair. "What? Is it that bad?" I asked. He shook his head and called the other members. When they came to see what he was squealing about, their jaws dropped. Chanyeol grinned and walked over to me and hugged me tightly. "I say that we get this outfit for her and then two more." Chanyeol said. The others nodded their head. "Sounds good to me." Tao said walking over and hugging me tightly. I smiled and hugged him back. "Do I really look that good in the outfit?" I asked. They nodded their heads fast. I started laughing. "If you shake your heads any faster, your going to give yourself whiplash." I said. The stopped shaking their heads.
After they bought the outfit for me, Tao instantly intertwined our fingers together. "I love you. You know that right?" He said looking at me. "Yes, and I love you too, my panda." I said. He smiled but blushed at my nickname for him. "Panda. I like it." Tao said smiling. I blushed a dark red before he kissed my cheek. "Is it ok if I call you my little panda?" He asked. I looked up at him and smiled. "Of course. I wouldn't mind. That just means I'm yours and you are mine." I said smiling. He grinned at the idea of me being his and him being mine. "Good. Because you are not going to leave my side. And I won't leave yours." Tao said. I smiled at Tao's words. He truly knew what I needed to hear. He knew that I was broken and that I needed to be fixed.
He knew exactly what I need when I was not myself. He knew what I needed when I couldn't stand on my own. He knew that I needed him by my side and his friends as my friends. He knew I needed them by my side. Tao constantly knew how to shower me with love and affection. Giving me small pecks here and there or cuddling with me when I needed him there for me. I love Tao and I won't fall out of love with him. He knows how to make me fall for him over and over again. I love him for that. That night, we where sitting on the couch watching a Disney movie, Tao wrapped a blanket around me and him and cuddled close to me. I smiled and laid my head on his chest and listened to his heartbeat. As I was listening to his heartbeat, it began to lull me into a deep sleep. A deep sleep that I haven't had in over four years.
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