Sydney's POV
Once we get home I just want to sleep. Sleep forever.
"Are you any better?" Harry asks me while pulling me into a hug.
Not really, "Sure." I lie. "Can I go to bed? I'm very tired." I now its only like 5 in the afternoon or evening what ever you prefer. But so much as happened in the past week. "Do you want dinner or something?" Louis asks me. I simply nod no because I'm still full from that one breakfast.
"Okay I'll be up later to sleep with you then." Harry says.
When I walk upstairs I don't know what to do. My mind is racing telling me to do one thing, but telling me to do another thing.
Cut cut cut. Cut the pain away, Sydney. They don't love you. They're using you.
Go to sleep they love you. They will protect you. Just go to sleep.
I don't know what side to believe. I want to cut right now, but what if they find out. Don't ever stop cutting or you'll get something worse. My dads voice rings in my head over and over again. I should cut. I have to cut. I will cut.
I walk into the bathroom and take out my razor. This beautiful piece of metal makes lines and erases the pain. I go to my thigh and cut many times for all horrible things people said to me. Who's the ugly freak? She's fat to be honest.
Once I finish with it, I put it away and get into my pajamas. I get into bed and just curl up in a ball and just cry silently. And my mind is back at it again.
They don't love you. They're using you.
They love you. This is One Direction they wouldn't hurt anyone unless the person hurts them. You never did anything.
I'm quiet, but my mind is violent. Silence is the killer. I'm slowly dying and the murder is my own mind.
Harry's POV
I feel bad. Sydney is getting all this hate. She hasn't done anything wrong. It's because she got adopted by a world famous boyband. Our fans are going to have to accept that we adopted Sydney.
"I think we should do something," I say aloud, "like at least to try and calm down the hate for Sydney." "Your right mate. It's horrible what they are saying to her and about her." Zayn agrees.
I decide to send out a tweet and hopefully they will understand.
"It's not very nice what you're saying about Sydney. She never done anything wrong. Could you apologize to her. It would brighten her day." Then I sent it.
No girl any age deserves hate, especially when they didn't do any thing wrong.
Niall's POV
Harry is right. We should do something about the hate. I don't want Sydney's life getting any worse because of it. so I decide to tweet too.
"Guys, don't be mean to Sydney. She's a nice little girl. Could you please be nice. It would mean a lot to me & her."
I really do love our fans but they can be really mean to who ever gets to us. I understand how they love us, but we love other people as well. I'm not saying I hate them I really do love them, because we wouldn't be here without them. Just sometimes they take it to far once they know we love other people.
I hope Sydney isn't taking this hard, but she is a fan and everyone is turning on her. Her own friends are turning on her. Oh no.
Harry's POV (sorry for the skipping around for POVs)
It's around 10 and I walk upstairs to change and sleep with Sydney. I change and walk into her room. She looks peaceful actually. Before I lay next to her I check my phone and notice many people ARE saying sorry. To me and her. This makes me happy.
"@Harry_Styles I'm sorry for saying those things." "@Harry_Styles Sydney is so pretty and lucky! People should stop hating on her." "@Harry_Styles @(Sydney's twitter name) Can Sydney be my friend?? I would love a friend to be that pretty!"
The last one made me laugh and Awh to myself. It's so weird how people can change their opinion on a person once they know some famous people like them.
I lock my phone and crawl up to Sydney. I guess she notices I'm there cause she cuddles right against me. Her hands that are so little compared to mine, sit on my chest and her head is in the crook of my neck.
I rest my chin on her blond hair and sing her back to sleep.
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Adopted by 1D
FanfictionSydney Clarkson a 13 year old that has a horrible past, but what lies in the future for her? will it be her dream or nightmare when she gets adopted by her and the world's favorite boyband. {slight trigger warning}