Adopted by 1D

chapter 19

Sydney's POV

A few months later

"Here we come America!" Niall screeches as we board another plane.

We are getting ready to go on the American leg of the tour. I've never been to America before but then I've never been anywhere.

The past few months have been quite exciting.

Running around on stages and seeing millions of their fans.

I've also gotten to know some of the stuff I didn't know about the boys. But it wasn't a lot since I used to kinda stalk them... haha oops.

But in the past few months magazines have been calling me "Niall's daughter" which is getting Niall in a sad mood when Its brought up.

Like do they think Niall will really 'do it' with a girl. He has always said that stuff is for marriage and stuff.

Plus he wouldn't have done it this early.

Anyways the boys gotten to know me better.

You know like my favorite color, favorite animal, and so on.

Oh and I've been like 2 months clean! I find that an accomplisment but I still always get an itch to do it. I guess I've been to busy to really do it too, we've been running around place to place during concerts and more concerts. But then being a fan, I'm so proud of them. And then most of the fans are really nice and supportive and some help me when those bad days come along. And there's always that one person everyday that brings down everything and says "oh you're ugly and fat" "oh ew she self harmed " but some fans help me through it. The weird thing is I get really close to some fans, like is that normal or..? Since I know the feeling of your idol not following or noticing you. Anyways the next two weeks we get a little break in LA which is awesome because I'm not running around to arena to arena with the boys and the crew everyday. But it's funny how Harry runs in the shoes he wears. Sometimes he wears boots with like a half inch heel, like calm down the ground is safe there hopefully you can touch.

We get to the hotel place and okay it's fancy and the view is perfect. There's some fans watching and I ask Harry ,"can I go speak to those girls over there please?" With my puppy dog eyes. "Sure but careful please." Ha! Those eyes always win. I walk over and the five girls start screaming and getting all excited, so I start screaming and get all excited too. The one says, "OHMYGOD YOUR SYDNEY! ITS SYDNEY!!" Then I kinda roll my eyes and I give the 'oh-stop-it-you' move/look. "Hay girls." I say with a wave. "I LIKE LOVE YOU" the other one with the shortish brown hair says. "Well I like love you too!" She squeaks and gives me a hug, "can a get a picture?" The same brown haired girl asks. "Yeah sure!" She takes the picture and then I get my phone out. "Tag me on it girl!" I whine/tell. I get the pic and tweet and favorite it and follow her. The other four have their phones out and I just say, "usernames?" The four give me them and I follow and they ask for pictures too. Out of the five girls one stood out, she had long brown hair with beautiful blue/green eyes. Her arms were covered but her eyes told something else. She was the one that also had me sign her phone case. "What's your name?" "Alexis." She answered. "That's a pretty name!" She kinda blushed and said thanks. "I can't believe I met you. You've helped me so much and you showed me I can get through some things I could never get through before." "Are you a fighter?" She nodded her head and rolled up her sleeve. Little red dashes and lines went up her wrist and arm and some white. I grabbed her arm and looked her in her eyes, "you can do this. We can do this together. If you need help I'm here. Stay strong" she smiled, "well I have been!" I gave Alexis a hug because she needed one. She needed one from a person that's had similar problems and similar scars. But I never thought I had saved people or helped people... That's the boy's job.

Well I guess I was wrong.

(AN:

OMG IMMM BACKKKKK WHO MISSED ME IK I HAVENT UPDATED IN 42 yEARS IM SO SORRY IT WAS THAT SCHOOL WAS PRESSURING ME AND FAMILY ISSUES AKSKX SORRY. IK MOST OF YOU ARE ABOUT DONE WITH MY BOOK BC OF HOW INACTIVE IVE BEEN BUT I HAVE OVER 1k READS I CRIED. IM SO SORRY THO ILY ALL OKAY STAY BEAUTIFUL OR HANDSOME OR PERFECT <3 )