Lovin you

Chapter Five

I could here footsteps coming from behind me, I knew it was him. I didn't dare look back, he doesn't deserve to see my face.

"Wait, please".

I didn't stop, I kept on running. I had to think where do I go now Because at this rate I doubt that I'll lose him. My legs started cramping up and I was slowly loosing my breath so I had to stop, but where. I spot a little crack behind the stairs. It should be big enough for me to fit. I slid my body inside it and stood still, trying not to make a noise. I hear footsteps coming closer and closer. I held my breath with my teeth biting on my tongue, I heard shouting "where are you". There is NO WAY I'm coming out.

I close my eyes and think to myself "just a little longer,then he'll go away". Suddenly I feel a hand reach out and grab my shoulder and tug on it to pull me out. I land on the concrete floor and pull myself up. I stare at him then turn to run, but he grabs me by my hand and twirls me around to face him.

I glare at him and think "what the hell do you want". He looks at me and then looks down to our hands, they were still entwined with one another. I quickly pull my hand away and rub it against my pale-blue shorts.

"Why did you run" he spoke in this soft tone. Is he for real right know, does he not know why I ran away... unbelievable.

"Are you serious" I growl at him.

He stares at the pavement with his arms dangling beside him. His face expression turns from a confused smile to a sad frown.

I softly spoke. "I ran away because I just thought...." I trailed off as he looks at me with his mouth half open. He takes my hand into his and lifts my face with his other.

"Listen I'm sorry, I shouldn't of said or done anything". He takes a deep breath and questions me. "What did you think". I put my hand on my neck and gave it a rub, I knew he would ask me that.

"It's just... every time I try to get close to a guy I always end up being broken". "You want to get close to me". Ahhhhh did I just say that. Oh noooo! I laugh it off "did I say that". He smiled at me and then took my hand and made me follow him.

As we walk I can't help but think..

"Even if I did want to get closer to him, it will never happen because he deserves someone better then me".