This is an extremely short chapter and I'm sorry! I've been busy :s Thanks for reading and voting!
Eliza xoxo
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I wake up nearly having a heart attack. I look around drenched in sweat and shaking. Oh god, that car hit me. That car put me in this hell.
''Sia, Sia calm down.'' I feel someone put their hand on my arm and I flinch. It's Jaz. ''It's okay. You're okay.''
I nod still panting and shaking and see mom, dad, Tobias...and Tom. The sight of him makes me gulp and that horrible memory haunts me again.
''Sia?'' He asks.
Oh gosh, I don't know what to do. ''Who are you?'' Is all I ask. I can see the hurt and disappointment in his eyes.
''He's our friend Sia.'' Tobias says. "Remember? Tom Hiddleston.''
I look at him blankly and shake my head. He looks at my parents, ''I think I should probably leave now.''
Every fiber of me is screaming and urging for me to stop him from walking out the door. I know this time that he will never come back. But I don't.
''Bye Sia.'' He says before leaving. I thought I would feel better. I thought the memory would somehow not affect me but it comes back even worse after he leaves.
''Mom, Dad. Could you leave us alone for a second?'' Jaz asks.
''Of course sweetheart.'' She looks at me with happy tears in her eyes. They walk out and Jaz looks at me with sad eyes.
''Do you seriously not remember him?'' She asks. ''Like at all?''
I shake my head dying a little inside. ''Sia, Tom Hiddleston was your boyfriend.'' Tobias tells me. The fact that he just sounded okay with the idea makes me realize that he must have known how much I loved Tom. I notice how I said loved.
''Boyfriend?'' I snort. ''Yeah sure. I thought he was Jazmine's.'' My joke doesn't seem to lighten the mood. Jaz's eyes get foggy with tears and without a word, she turns around and just leaves. Tobias follows behind calling for her.
I remember our fight or break up...whatever you want to call it. He said he didn't have time for me and he basically doesn't want anything to do with me. I remember those memories I just got back. About my family and about him. Even though I got them back, I still feel like I lost something.
I turn around and tears fill my eyes. He is better off without me and he will realize it soon enough.
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Tom's POV:
I sit in my car staring at my hands. She forgot me, again. Losing her once was more painful than anything I have ever experienced. Now I have lost her again and it hurts so much that I don't know how to react.
This time, I'll let her go. She is better without me but I know that I'll never forget her.
I drive slowly back, feeling like I jsut lost everything I ever had and wanted. I had to leave her because she deserves better. I put her in the hospital. I ruined her life. I am the reason everything bad is happening to her.
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Who the hell does this girl think she is? She's ugly and a minor and Tom loves her? Her? I watch her as she turns around, probably dreaming about him. Ugh. Tom is mine and I know that he likes me.
I watched him leave the hospital with a sad expression. He's probably sad that his little girlfriend is in the hospital. I hide behind a column as he walks by but he still manages to catch my eye. Tears glisten his eyes and I feel rage burst in me. That bitch is doing this to him. I smile sadly at him and he just nods.
I look at his lips and lick mine. I just want to taste his mouth and feel his body pressed against mine. He leaves with that god-like walk and I turn to the girl's room. I have to act quick because I'm not supposed to be in her room now.
Her back is to me and I imagine how easy it would be to just stab her right there. Then I remember where I am so I look around before stepping in.
He is mine...he is MINE.
