Ava pov
"Be prepared to leave to today baby girl" Ethan kisses my forehead. "Yea" I said with no emotion.
"What's wrong?" He sat on the corner of my bed. "Nothing" I put a fake smile on.
There was something wrong. Look at me I can't move my right side is paralyzed. I feel and look like shit. I just want to be back to normal. I hate this I'm basically useless. And mostly I feel like Ethan will not like me as much. These stupid thoughts of mine.
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"Come on" Ethan helped me out of bed. I sat on the wheel chair and Ethan grabbed our stuff. "Here" he passes the bag to me and it falls. I could hold it I throw my head back. I bend down trying to get it. "Here I got it" he says.
"I could of got it" i roll my eyes.
"Sorry I don't want you getting hurt" he says and we leave my room.
We get to the exit and he opens the door and pushes me out. I automatically see Cameron outside with car. He sees me and smiles. He gets out his car "come on" he helps me in the car. I sit down and he closes the door. I lean my head against the window while the boys put the things away. We finally are leaving New York. I have been her for toooo long. Cameron and Ethan stayed but everyone else had to go.
Ethan got in the back with me and Cameron got in the front. He put his hand on my right thigh. I can't feel it I only notice looking at him. How can he be with me? I would of thought he would of left me because I couldn't have sex with or do anything fun in fact. I looked at him with a confused face he looked at me. "What?" He ask looking at me the same way.
"Nothing" I tilt me head just a little. He does the same i giggle and lay my head on his shoulder. "You guys are so cute" Cameron says.
We both laugh and he continues driving.
The drive felt like forever but we finally got to the airport. Ethan helped me out and I waited for them to get the bags. Ethan pushed me to the counter where he got the tickets. I looked around the airport to pass up some time.
I saw little kids running around. People getting things to get to drink and a couple. Holding hands waiting in line. Both standing she looked so happy. She has her leg working. I smile at them then frown. "You okay baby?" Ethan looks down at me. "Yea" I said with no emotion.
He nods and Cameron comes pushing me to security. We got through there quickly. We got into the plane and you know the rest. I sat in my chair next to the window looking out. Ethan sat down next to me and grabbed my hand. I look at him and he smile which makes me smile. "What are you think about?" He rubbed my hand with his thumb.
"Life.." I shrug and lean my head back.
"What about life?"
"Mine," I look at him "I should of never got in that uber" my eyes water.
"That's not your fault babygirl. You didn't know that was going to happen" he kisses my hand. I look back out at the window "I know."
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We got to my house Ethan and I, Cameron had to go home. My mom wasn't home not a surprise. "You want to go to your room?" Ethan ask.
"How?" I look at my wheel chair. "I can carry you. Duh" he says like a white girl. I giggle and he takes me upstairs. He puts me on my bed and he jumps next to me. "That flight was tiring" he plays with my hair.
I nod and lay my head on his shoulder. "Are you thinking again?" He ask still playing with my hair.
"Yea," I sigh
"About?"
"Us," I looked up at him. "What about us?" He looked down at me. "Just us" I look back down playing with his large hand. He kisses my head "you know what is something good about this?" He smiles.
"What?" Something good yeah right. "That you need someone to help you shower that means I can see you naked all the time" he said with a smirk. I laugh "perv" I punch his arm.
"Well you have to shower now so," he gets out of bed.
"Come on" he lifts me up. "Ethan I think I can do this on my own."
"Probably," a little smirk appears on his lips. "But what's the fun in that" he says.
I giggle and kiss him on lips.
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We are not on my bed.
Well we were not but laying down. More like making out, what it's been a while. I my arm around his neck and he held me close.
"I've missed this" he said. "It's only been a few days" I smile in the kiss.
"I know but your lips are so soft" he said in between kisses. "Well if you missed this shut up" I said and kissed him.
The kisses continued down to my neck. He was most likely leaving hickeys. But whatever, a soft moan came out.
"Ok ok I think we need to sleep" I stop him from going lower. He groans and stops "I'm sorry" I kiss his cheek.
"I know you are" he winks. I roll me eyes and cover myself. He kisses my neck and covers himself too. "Aren't you going to go home? You haven't seen you family in a while" I ask.
"They won't miss me" he says.
