2 year later unedited
graduation was horrible. seeing ethan walk to get his diploma with fucking rebbeca on his arm made me want to puke.
college isn't any better, half of us are here together. i share a room with grayson and his girlfriend. it's not bad living with them if you just put head phones in and blast your music.
ethan and i broke up, no shock there. cameron, lives across the hall another upside but catty vanished after junior year. we only had a note in all put lockers saying 'sorry' i don't get her.
i haven't seen ethan in about 11 months. i've been avoiding him, i've been really good at it. but tonight grayson is having a huge party for his girlfriend birthday.
"hey you ready?" grayson knocked on my door. i closed my book and stood up opening it. "yea" i walk out but he grabs my arm "you are in sweat pants and a hoodie ava" he sighs. "these are my best pants" i was offended.
"nope, go to graces room" he closed my door standing in front of it. i groaned and made my way to her room.
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"im not getting out" i said on my side of the door. grave put me in his red dress that had a v neck all the way down to like mid way of my stomach. "come on you look good!" grace said.
"just leave me to rot" i throw myself on my bed. i got no response after that but the door opened. i looked up and it was grayson walking towards my bed.
"i know why you don't want to go" he said. i looked up "no you don't" i put my face back into my pillow. "it's ethan" he sighed. "maybe you don't know me" i mumble into the pillow.
"i do, now get up people are already here" he smacked my head and got out my room.
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"oh my god" i said when i opened my door. there was hella people here, i mean jeesh. this isn't a big apartment now can this many people be here.
i walked out to the kitchen where i spotted cameron. "hey" he said when he saw me. i walked up next to him. "nice outfit" he poked my arm. "yea it wasn't exactly my choice" i cross my arms over my chest.
"well you look good, you're welcome for the compliment" he rolled his eyes. i smile and open the fridge grabbing a beer. just one. i know my limits.
"i saw ethan" he said. "i haven't" i took a huge gulp right out of my can. "he wasn't with rebecca but with like three girls" he shrugged. "doesn't surprise me" i lean back.
"i mean there is a lot of guys here find yourself one" he nudged me. i rolled my eyes "i'm going to find grayson be right back" i put my drink down next to cameron and started to walk to the living room.
i pushed between people, the smell of alcohol just invaded me. i finally got out the mini crowd and out to the balcony. there was more people there but it wasn't as much as inside.
yet there still wasn't a grayson. "ava ava ava" i suddenly felt my heart stop. my knees went weak but i didn't fall or anything. i turned around, it was him. his perfect jawline and hazel green eyes. his pink plump lips, his fluffy hair. "ethan.." i said.
"hello baby" and there goes the moment. "don't call me that" i rolled my eyes. "i've missed you gorgeous" he's so drunk right now. "i haven't" im a liar.
"yes you have" he got closer to me only letting me get a better smell of alcohol. "i'm over you" i stepped back. making him only inch closer and closer to me until i backed into the railing and he was over me.
reminds me of things.
i kept seeing his glance go down to my lips but back at my eyes. "ethan, leave me alone" i put my hands on his chest. it's like he just went deaf and only heard what he wanted. he put his hand on my face, he put one around my waist.
my heart was pumping fast, when he kept looking at me like i was a four leaf clover. well actually nevermind scratch that.
"ava i never stopped loving you" he whispered towards me. i lowered my brows, "damn you're so fucking sexy" he bit his bottom lip.
"kiss me" i said. i'm going to regret it. fuck! i'm going to regret it so damn much. he smirked and pulled me into a kiss. i put my hands on his face instead of his chest. he put his other hand on my waist joining the other one.
i haven't felt this in a while. i have his love for ethan that i can't say i have for others. he was the guy who got me pregnant.
it escalated quickly, he had already got his lips on my neck. "come" i move so i was behind him. i went inside, i looked over my shoulder to make sure he was following me.
i took him into my room, i locked my room. he was already laying on my bed with his back on it. i zipped down my dress and let it fall to the floor. he looked up and smirked raising his brows.
i got on top of him, "this won't mean anything" i told him leaning down. he kissed me and bit on my bottom lip. "that's what you always say babygirl" he snaked his hands around my waist.
"and this time i mean it"
and sequel isn't coming
maybe
