Confusion ( Camila/You)

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Camila POV
As soon as Lauren and I exited the house, anyone that could walk in would probably fell the tension.

"So....." I broke off the silence.

"You're married huh?" She asked trying to figure something out.

"Yes, Lauren just tell me what you wanted to talk about" I told her cutting the chase.

"I want a second chance Camz" she said looking straight into my eyes, reminding me how much I used to love her eyes and well her.

"I'm married Lauren.....and I have two kids with him" I told her truthfully.

"So you would....? If you weren't married?" She asked hope clearly shown in her eyes.

"I-I-i don't know...." I stuttered, seemingly getting lost in her eyes. Break eye contact before you do something you'll regret Camila I thought to myself.

"We should go inside Lauren, they're probably suspicious on what's taking us to long" I told her still keeping eye contact.

"Let them be......I just want to be here with you" she told me while she got closer.

"I missed your lips Camz" Lauren said while tracing my lips with her thumb.

"Lauren this is wrong I'm married and.....and i love him" I said, while my heart
told me to go but my head seemingly interested in what's about to happen.

She kept ignoring my pleads as she got closer."kiss me"she whispered while she started to lean in.

I don't know what got into me but I did lean in. As our lips met I felt small sparks. Not like when I kiss Y/N and butterflies would erupt in my stomach or fireworks being set off. With this kiss with Lauren there was nothing but small sparks.

Do I still like her? I asked myself.

I was cut off from my thoughts when I felt her tongue ask for entrance, which I somehow granted.

While we continued to make out my hands went around her neck while hers went around my waist pulling me closer.

Y/N POV
"What's taking them so long?" Dinah asked while we were sitting in the livingroom watching tv shows.

"I'll go get them" I said while standing up.

"Alright" they all said in unison

While walking towards the backyard. Somehow I had a bad feeling about this, it's like I know something bad is gonna happen but I don't know what.

The next thing I see shattered my heart. There I saw was my wife kissing another girl.

But not just another girl, but Lauren Jauregui.

"What the fuck?!?!?" I said somehow the word escaping my mouth before I could think of it.

Camila POV
We continued our make out session until we heard "what the fuck?!??!"
And as I heard that reality finally dawned down to me. I was cheating on my husband.....in our own house.

"B-b-babe it's...it's not what it looks like" I tried to explain as I walked closer to him.

"Get away from me" Y/N said with pain in his eyes. While tears were slowly building up almost ready to fall. And in that moment I know there is gonna be major arguments in the future...or worse he could leave me and take one of the kids.

"Baby please....." I pleaded trying to hold his hand which was on his side.

"No Camila......you guys should go inside.....the girls are looking for you" he said as he walked away.

The second he walked away I immediately followed him not wanting him to leave me or the kids. I wouldn't know what to do if he left me. I don't know why I kissed Lauren back. Was it just in the heat of the moment? Yes.

"Hey....finally you guys are back, the pizza came so can we go it?" Dinah asked as she lead us to the kitchen.

"You guys eat, I'll go put the kids to their room." Y/N said with no emotion in his voice. The girls looked at me as he left since now the tension was back again. But Lauren seemingly enjoys this since she was smirking.

"I'm gonna go say goodnight to the kids" I told them as I rushed upstairs.

"D-dada can i sleep with you and mama tonight?" I heard Mikayla ask as I passed her room.

"You can ask mama when she comes upstairs alright?" I heard my husband answer.

"Okay" I heard our daughter answer shortly

"Goodnight Mik......always remember daddy loves you" I heard him say

"Love you too daddy" she answered and at that moment I felt my heart swell but also hurt since it sounded like Y/N was saying goodbye.

After a couple of minutes I heard Y/N's footsteps come closer to the door which made me rush to the bathroom that was across Mikayla's room.

I sat on the bathroom floor thinking of the worst case. He would leave me and file for divorce. Which would cause us to fight for our kids custody.
As I thought of these I couldn't help but feel an ache in my heart picturing my self without Y/N in my life. Which made me go in Ethan's room only to be met by my sleeping son.

I exited the room quietly not wanting to wake him up and went straight to our room, which I was met with nothing but a clean and freshly made bed and some of our suitcases.

"Did you girls see Y/N anywhere" i asked as panic rose upon inside of me as I reached the kitchen.

" he said he was gonna go meet someone important" Ally answered as she walked towards me "did something happen?" She asked

"I-we kissed" Lauren said cutting me off

"Mila!!!" They all yelled except for Lauren

"I...I know. It was just in the heat of the moment" I told as tears began to fall from my eyes, sadness washing over me.

"What if he leaves me?" I asked them

"Then you can be with me" Lauren answered cockily
"Get out Lauren" Normani and Dinah yelled at her as she walked out. Ally's phone rang while excused herself.

"Girls we have to go" ally said walking back into the living room

"We gotta go but it will be alright Mila"
They said while they hugged me goodnight

I stayed in the living room waiting for y/N to arrive, while I looked to my right and saw some of our wedding pictures. I picked one up and looked it was when he was carrying me out of the church and into the limo he rented for us that day.
As memories flooded back in my head I felt the ache in my heart get stronger😩.

Soon I fell asleep thinking of Y/N