I Won't Give In

Killing You

Alex's POV

It's been days, everyone is trying to get me to remember who I was before, trying to get me to remember them. I feel so bad that I can't remember. Ben is broken, I don't know if he used to drink a lot, but he's drinking 24/7. I wake up and he's drinking, I eat lunch and he's drinking, dinner time and he's drinking. He stays up all night and drinks. He's drunk most of the time. Did I do this to him?

I'm out with Denis for a walk, him and I have gotten very close and I enjoy his company. He's so kind and caring, he puts me and everyone else before himself.

Cam, Sam, Brandi, Hanna, and Danny are very nice people, with an amazing sense of humour.

Denis put his arm around me and I just sink into him, I love his scent.

"So my dad wants to take me out today," I say cheerfully.

"That's amazing, hope you have a fun day," Denis smiles.

We walk back to my house. The guys have been staying with me lately. We enter the house, Denis' arm still around me. James comes up to us.

"Awh how cute," He mocks jokingly.

I hear a growl, I look past James to Ben, he glares at Denis. I internally roll my eyes. I announce that I'm going to get ready to go out, before I could leave Denis' arms, he pecks my cheek. I blush madly and hide my face as I walk to my room.

Denis' POV

Alex and I are getting really close, and I love it. But I also feel so bad, she is Ben's girl, not mine. I shouldn't be getting this close with her but, I can't help it. I love her, I can actually say that. Alex comes hopping down the stairs and waits for her father.

"Hi Mr. Ross," Brandi greets, as he enters the room.

"Hi Brandi," He grins. "So, you ready kiddo?" He asks clapping his hands together. 

"Yup," Alex says.

I kiss Alex's forehead as she leaves the house.

"Bye Ben," She says hopefully.

Ben just glares at me and ignores Alex. She sighs and leaves. I recently told Ben and the guys the truth of what really happened. Ben didn't take it well, I don't blame him. The guys just gave me a disappointed face and didn't talk to me for a day.

"Dude what's your problem?" Cameron asks.

"I don't have a problem," Ben snaps.

"Well obviously there is a problem or else you wouldn't be starring daggers into Denis and you wouldn't have ignored Alex like that," Hanna pipes in.

Ben stands up and takes a swig from his beer bottle.

"Hmmm lets see," Ben mutters. "Maybe my problem is that the girl I love doesn't remember me, or maybe it's because the person who caused all of this to happen is cuddling up cozy with MY girlfriend,"

Everyone just leaves the room, I guess they don't want to intervene with drama that isn't theirs.

"Look man, I'm sorry I really am! But it isn't my fault she's into me, and it especially isn't my fault that she doesn't see you more than a friend," I exclaim.

"Bullshit! You wanted Alex since the day you got here, you wanted her for yourself. You're not sorry for getting what you want, but let me tell you this Stoff. She is mine, she is my girl, she will always be mine!" Ben shouts.

"But she isn't yours!" I shout back. "She is nobodies! She doesn't belong to you, nor does she belong to me,"

"I have more history with her, I know deep shit that she never told anyone else BUT me! I think I have the right to say she's my girl,"

"Actually that doesn't matter anymore, everything that happened before this doesn't matter anymore because she can't remember!"

"Oh ya! You just say that because you're too much of a pussy to tell her the truth of what happened," Ben mutters throwing the beer bottle at me.

I dodge the bottle as it smashes against the wall. Ben comes up to me and kicks me hard in the dick. I fall to the ground in agonizing pain. I groan as he kicks my face, he picks me up by my throat, his grip tightening by the second. I let out a choked cough.

"You deserve to die for what you've done, and what you're doing!"

My vision begins blurring, as all I can see is black dots. I stop fighting against him, I just let it happen.

"Ben!" A soft yet stern voice shouts.

Ben lets go of me and turns around, I breathe in, greedily taking air into my lungs as I cough my lungs out.

Alex's POV

I got dad to take me home for a second because I forgot my phone charger, before I even opened the door I heard shouting. I run inside to find Ben killing Denis. My whole world spun, I felt like I was going to be sick. But reality came back to me. I know Ben is upset about Denis and I getting close, but I never expected him to try to murder Denis.

"Ben!" I sternly but softly say in shock.

Ben lets go of Denis and he turns around. His eyes widen, as if he just realized what he was doing. He looks down at his hand then back to me, he looks at Denis on the floor gasping for air. He takes a step closer to me.

"No, stay the hell away," I frown at him.

"Please Alex.. I, I didn't meant to-"

"Bullshit, you're so full of bullshit Ben! You know what you are though? A fucking monster! I don't know why I decided to date you! I must've been out of my mind!" I cut him off, as tears start flowing.

"No, please don't say that, baby please I love you, I'd never hurt you!" Ben pleads.

I just glare at him, I walk past him and help Denis up. I don't even look back at Ben as I walk Denis out of the room.

I never took Ben as the kind of person who would do this to someone. But , I guess I was wrong.