Loving Mr. Wrong

Choices

Author's Notes:

Hey! I hope all is well with everyone. All is well with me. Just been M.I.A. for a while but I'm back. Once I get more readers I'll probably update on a regular but since my book isn't really a factor I work on it whenever I have time. But anyways I just wanted to warn everyone that I'm no longer trying to cover the swear words in this chapter for many reasons. Mainly because it takes too much to try to cover the words when you're just going to read them as they are. So yea, enjoy! -C. Jeffery

RECAP:

I know I'm tough but I don't know one person that can survive a d*ck from the p*ssy hole out the mouth. I gaze up at him. I think he mistook the fear that he saw in my eyes as something else because he slowly begins to go deeper inside of me until I feel myself being torn into 2. I begin to punch on his chest begging for him to stop but he just keeps staring down at me and pushing deeper inside of me. I remember thinking to myself this is no way to go "death by d*ck" before my alarm went off waking me up.

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That dream had me shook so much that I had to lay in bed to collect myself. Sam and I fucking. Wow! How crazy? Too crazy.

I jump out of bed and send Sam a quick text before work.

"Had a crazy dream about us last night & just to make things clear sex between us is never happening."

I get ready for work in a rush so that I can have enough time to stop and get breakfast from some where and still make it on time to work.

I made it to work ten minutes early so I have enough time to check my phone to see a response from Sam.

Mr. Sir: "Lol. Ok Ma' we'll see about that."

For some reason that text has me feeling some type of way. There's most definitely nothing to 'lol' about and he will see that these legs will not be opening up to him at anytime and that's all facts.

Work was especially hard today and only because Sam kept constantly sending me R-rated text messages throughout the day talking about things he wanted to do to me and things he would like me to do to him. I can only imagine how I must've looked sitting at my desk all day with my legs crossed as tight as I could possibly cross them and blushing the deepest shade of pink. Even after Sam had to realize that I wasn't responding to any of his messages he just kept sending message after message. I can see from this persistency that he's not going to let this thing go without a fight. Other than Sam's frequently distracting messages the day went by fairly smoothly and time flew by rather quickly.

Once I get home I find Sam's car parked in the parking lot. As I get out of my car  I intentionally ignore his presence as he gets out of his car. "So you just gonna to ignore a nigga all day ma'. I just know you ain't gonna keep doing it like that." I can't help the smile that creeps up my face at the sound of his deep southern voice. "I'm not ignoring you just ignoring your big ego." We both laugh at my statement as we enter my place. "But all jokes set aside what happened in your dream to make you scared of sex with me?" After a lot of coercing out of me on Sam's part I  finally tell him all about my horrible nightmare of a dream; not skipping the part about how I felt and thought that it was so real. After I finish telling him he stares at me for a long while like I'm some sort of bizarre creature. Suddenly he burst out laughing this deep hardy laugh and states in a high pitch voice that I'm guessing is supposed to be him mimicking me "dick out the pussy to the mouth." In between fits of laughter. Once he stops laughing he decided to get serious again. "Girl you know you're crazy. Listen Imma get deep in them guts but I promise I'm not gonna snake out yo mouth." I'm just completely in shock that he can find my fears hilarious. I haven't said anything to him since he went on that laughing fit, and I don't plan on saying anything to him anytime soon so I get up and walk towards my bedroom silently fuming and holding on to my promise of not saying a single word to him. I'm slightly glad that he thinks the situation is so funny because it just gives me more reason to stand by my previous decision.