Moving To A New School.

Chapter 2 - the second day.

As I walked to the bus stop, I felt my blazer sliding up and down my cuts making them open again by now I couldn't actually feel the pain of cutting, I felt so nomb even though this new school was a fresh start because my old school put me on my last warning however this school made me feel like I wasn't part of their community, I know i was from a complete different school that they wasn't used to even though, I had one good friend however she acted a bit strange with me because I told her, I was bi-sexual like obviously I wasn't interested in maisy, like every person judged me for being into guys and girls, they felt like I was interested in everyone at the school like I ain't anything how they think I am like I heard every rumour and I've only been there two days here are the top 6 weirdest rumours, I've heard.
1. Sophia licked out, her own best friend.
2. Sophia had a girlfriend called Molly.
3. Sophia is pregnant.
4. Sophia liked every boy.
5. Sophia had slept with over 30 people
6. SOPHIA WAS A FAKE.
They kept me feeling more and more worse about myself, I used the excuse to use the bathroom just to open a sharpener to get the blade and cut even though I wanted to get my anger out on every person in that school, I couldn't be kicked out of a school after everything I put the whole school through however I knew, I had to go in or my parents will disown me.
As I started to walk into the hall, I already felt the evil glares set upon me, I knew people wanted me dead, as much as I wanted to as I walked over to my friends, they all suddenly went quiet, I still felt very escataled like all they say, they have depression but when I look at every single one of them, it was as if they were all attention seekers even though maisy admitted none had depression which made me really angry.
In period 1, I made friends with the two funniest girls ever called  Emma and Zoe, I didn't feel escataled from their group like I've made two new best mates and suddenly it all hit me, I asked the teacher, if I can go toilet as I rushed off to the toilet everything came flashing back of how I became the mess I am in, the drugs I've taking to forget all the pain, the people I've hurt and damaged to feel relieve and the more I remembered the more I started to hate myself.
By period 2, I felt weak at my knees as I knew the blood was pouring from my arm to my hand as I tried my best to cover it, I couldn't stop all the flash backs of all the things I've done in my life as I started to worry about what if they knew by then I was having a panic attack so I messaged my mum, who had to quickly come and pick me up from the school.