I immediately regretted everything.
I wished I never met you,
kissed you,
talked to you on the phone for an hour,
hugged you so tight,
held your hand,
thought about you constantly,
said yes,
I wish I never wasted my time on all that,
and on you,
it it was that bad.
Or, that you never smiled at me that first day,
or maybe that I could turn back time
and fixed what happened.
But mostly,
I wished you still loved me.
