A Broken Girl, Finally Saved. Well think

Two years later.......

This girl she made some friends in Middle school she loved her friends soo much She misbehaved mostly she changed became a b*tch later on to everyone in school but it made it worse she thought showing people that she cant be hurt it would get them to leave her alone....All her friends started fighting one day and try to see what happen she went home crying thinking it was all her fault..She thought it would all get better this year her seventh year but no its worse...

Later the girl had an ashtma attack it the begining of the summer...like first week of June....Her friends never called visted and her family always came and just told her when she got home from the hospital that she had things to do that night in the hospital she cried..Feeling alone and just watched a movie and it was another movie about bullying buy a different one she watched two years ago...She cried even more..So finally when she got back to school everyone thought she moved or switched schools they literally thought she was that weak soo she cursed at everyone then her friend came and sat her with her at a different table a single one..She was happy one friend remembered her..The girl started to hypervenilate so her friend tried to calm her down but she could hear kids talking behind her back and her some kids in the locker room one kids mention the girls name and some girls started calling her ugly, fat, emo(just for wearing black), unwanted, weird, freak, crazy. they all came out and saw she wat staring in her direction she turned around.

A teacher came over to her and threw loads of paper work she missed from one week of being gone,.Told her she had to get them done before the field trip tomorrow..She gave her a look and told her about half ans she said all of it or no trip for her at that moment the girl was getting mad...She was about to tell the teacher to just leave her alone and to call her mom..But that moment a kids threw a paper air plane and one kids threw a notebook at the girl she just exploded and yelled..In anger.

She was gonna kill herself!

She was gonna burn the school down with herself in it!!

She was gonna jump off the HG Bridge!!! ( by the way that shits pretty big)

All kids started chanting and yelling at her and she got up and chucked the chair she was sitting in and threw it towards the kids they shut up but again started calling her names and started throwing paper balls at her ...She walked out and the teacher chased after her and so did security and the other teacher calm the class down........She went down to the counciler and told her she had to sign a fourth contract in the year she felt like everybody was against her and was getting more and more mad and kept repeating she was gonna kill herself..They call her mom and her mom took her to see a doctor they signed some calm pills but she never took them..Next day she saw everyone was leaving to go on the trip her mom came in and saw she couldnt go and saw she was getting irritated..She went home that day crying that she got put on pills she dont need no one likes her at school and now her mom yells at her for pulling that stunt....

That night She was in the shower and knocked over a scissors and stared at it..and she heard her stepdad bang on the bathroom door yelling to get out and cursing at her in spanish.....When he went to his room slamming the door and hearing her mom cry she ran to her room with alohcol and baby wipes and the sharp scissors..She made her second cut,...The last one she made in sixth grade when she was getting picked on again,...She made another and another......and another she stared at her legs and wrist and try to get them to stop bleeding they finally stopped and she put a sweater on...Her mom called her for dinner her sister notise she was paler and her eyes were really red and puffy but just shook it off in front of her.....That moment she realise no one cares and even asked if she was okayy..Every week since that day got worse and worse and finally she blew up in school again and her mom sent her to the hospital and she got checked and was sent to another one were she cried for three weeks straight.................

The checked her and saw she had cuts they asked her are those recent and she was wheezing..and she crying and muffling soo she just nodded..she was quiet  in the hosptial when her family came they said they missed her but made a joke about the whole thing and her sister and stepdad to say she stupid about saying those things in school.................She just wanted to cry but she gave a weak smile to them that night her roommate asked her if her visit was alright and she cried herself to sleep and her roommate got up and called the staff to check but the girl just started Hyperventilating and crying and screaming they took her to a different room and she just punched the wall and cried most the itme calling herself names and calling herself worthless...She her and saw she made her first adult cry and felt more bad that she cried herself to sleep..............

The girl finally got out and found out the school for her passed her...........Just because she was in the hospital..and she was happy about but then came 9th grade

I understand this was too much and this doesnt give you much to work with but...Hold on im getting there please..This hard for me to write