A Broken Girl, Finally Saved. Well think

Second time gone

9th grade was easy at the begining were her friends were there and she was still faking her smile. she has even tricked herself into thinking she's happy until all her friends...start fighting and drama starts and she gets picked on again....five years this has been going and she doesnt want her friends to get bullied too .,..soo she just tries to ignore it tell teachers all they do is tell her to ingore or move but its not working she tells other teachers and they tell her the same thing over and over again....She get tired of it;...

~Speed up~

some friends run away others move away..some forget about her and some think they're too busy for her anyway.....This girl thinks that guys actually like her but all they do is play tricks on her and at the end of the day call her ugly and fat and other things too.........She goes home crying.....and just tells her mom and her mom tells her to tell the principl but no adult will listen.....

With clouded judgment she goes out with the one of her best friends brothers, she tries to explain that she didnt mean any of it too happen and her friend tells her to frop dead that there no longer friends..That week was the worst week ever in her life....This girl went home and burned herself for the first time and cut more on her wrist and her legs because then she wanted to die.....She told the to tell the best friend she sowwy but then best frirend is the one who answered they fought over and over the friend went to school and started telling lies and talking shit behind the girls back..She felt defenseless and lonely and empty inside and just a mess..

That friday while walking home alone in the rain the girl sees her sister got another new boyfriend...so she tried to fake her smile once she gets home...She sees her sister the boyfriend and her mom.....she walks in pretending she is happy and hpyer in her mind she thought her week couldnt get worse but her mom proved her wrong..Her mom told her the best friend brother broke up with her but across texted he said family before girls and she doesnt know why everytime this happens to her she laughed at first but once her mom showed her the messages she sees its all true.. in her mind.......

-Your worthless, see

-She did this..she got him to hate you now!!

-No one likes you stop fucking trying

-Everyone hates you stop it..leave now while you stil have a chance

-Your friend scissors is waitinf for you go to her ..she'll help you feel better

-Nothing another cut wont fix

The girl just threw her moma phone and ran upstairs and just started throwing things everything in her life was already about to slip an dshe thought nothing could go wrong until a guy makes it worse all the guys she dated just made her feel worthless...empty more insecure she couldnt help but cut more deeper she screamed and cried at the pain she cleaned it off and wrapped it up with toliet paper...She slid down her wall with her back against it crying pulling at her hair and smacking her forehead and just screaming

"Why me?! What did I do to deserve this life at all!!!"

The mom heard her and got a call from the nurse saying she saw some cuts on The girls wrist...the mom went up to her and told the girl to show her the wirst the mom had disappointment in her eyes and just told the girl to get ready she was going to back to the hospital without Hesitation the girl went into the car and sat there crying...before going she ate the brother called her over and over and she never answered finally she did and she just told him to leave and stop calling he textied her

~I'll miss you too~

she gave the phone back to her mom and basically cried more because that what everyone was telling the girl...LIke she was dying and she was scared out of her mind....like repeating all the time she has been happy and non came to mind no one ever even tried to make her feel better nothing out there...everyone kept bringing up her stuff she's done her family was scared for her and had pity for her thats the most thing she hated most about everyone they had pity for her...Thinking she was this sentitve to a guy "NO" She screamed in her mind....

She try to speak up but her words were silent and so was she its like nobody wanted to listen she went and almost didnt come back home or school for a month..thats how much she cried but became happier because she talked form time to time in the hospital and her family came to see if she was feeling better.....She was but then she realsie she had to go back to school sooner or later and face the friends..or what there was left of them anyway..she was empty again but mostly scared

I was trying to make this shorter but put too much umm...The girl went to school things changed for her bu the end of the year was worst until her and the best friend finally made up ....It all looks stupid now but she didnt do it over a guy..the guys texted was the last thing that pushed her over the edge when all she wanted was a hand up