Have you ever broke down sobbing after so long being strong? Crumbled to the floor, hands by your face. Your face scrunches up and you let out that first gasp. You try to keep quiet but eventaully it becomes loud, heartwrenching sobs. You cry and cry, so much you cant breathe. You ask whoevers up there "Why , why me? Why cant i just be dead? " You say you want to end it all right there and then . You sob trying to gasp breaths inbetween. Eventually you collapse on the floor, and you just lay there numb.
