Bts Imagines

Jin: First Love is Important but... Pt.1

Was being a singer really worth everything you were going through? Here you are crying yourself to sleep. Why? Because it's all you can manage to do. You want to fight for him but you know he deserves more. When you first started dating Hakyeon he was perfectly fine with you being an idol. But now he's thinking about the future. And you know you can't be the wife he wants. What? You're going to go around telling all of his family that you can't marry yet. That you're a selfish bit*h, that won't even let their son marry when they've all been waiting so long. The reason you're crying at such time though... is because you know you already lost him. He couldn't even look at you today. You have been getting home at 2:00 am because your agency doesn't think your album is presentable yet. And to make matters worse the last date you had with Hakyeon was cut short because of your manager needing you.

{A Week Later}
"Your not even going to try to stop me?" Hakyeon said packing up his things. You were crying, not being able to say anything. You didn't want to either. Why stop him from having a better life. He was done packing and grabbed his suitcase with al the things he needed for the meanwhile. He stopped to look at you and kissed your forehead walking out the door.

Your phone kept on ringing as you were trying to sleep. You got so frustrated at the ringing. You saw the caller id and of course it was your manager. He couldn't even let you take one day off. You picked it up knowing what he was going to say already.

"Why did you ignore my messages and calls?! Do you not know how important today was? We actually got Jin from Bts to feature in your album! And you decide to just blow it off out of nowhere! You think we need to teach you like a trainee again?" He said wickedly. "No!" You quickly responded.

You didn't want to go back to those years. You guys were treated like robots. You did what they wanted and there were no questions about it. The amount of times you either woke up at the hospital or had to go to the hospital for your friends were crazy.

You heard him laugh through the phone. Probably laughing at your pity. He hung up and your mind was blank. You wish it was always like this. Not having to think about anything. You decided to seep since you would have to wake up early the next day.

{Next Day}
You got ready and headed to your agency. It was back to your regular life without Hakyeon. You didn't have any motivation from anyone this morning. Telling you people loved your music. Now all you could think was the opposite.

You were on your phone as you bumped into somebody. "Sorry" you said quickly bowing. The person laughed and you looked up seeing the guy you were going to be working with for the next month. "Are you okay? I didn't get to see you yesterday and you look pretty tired" Jin said making you nod. "I'm fine. I was just really busy yesterday" you said.

He smiled and nodded "Here" he handed you a heat pack "Its pretty cold right now. And I wouldn't want you getting sick especially when you're already pretty busy" "Are you sure you don't need it?" you asked worried. "I'm fine" was all he said before you heard somebody cough behind you.

It was the guy you didn't want to see. There he was smiling at you two with a fake smile. "Ah Y/n, I'm so glad you aren't sick. You had me so worried" your manager said. You bowed "I'm fine I was just really occupied yesterday" Jin looked at you and noticed you seemed kinda scared. He shook his head ignoring his thoughts.

Eventually you and Jin got to the studio. "Are you sure you're okay?" Jin asked you making you sigh. "Look I'd really like to tell you but we just met today. Which means I barely even know you" you said making him cock his head.

"Then how about we become closer over this?" He said making you roll your eyes. Well you have to get it off of your chest either way. You grabbed a little soccer ball from a little closet which was in the studio. You handed it to Jin and he gave you a confused expression.

"Who's Hakyeon?" He asked as he had read the writing on the ball. 'From your love Hakyeon' with a smiley face next to it. Jin traced the letters "My ex. We broke up yesterday" you said quietly.

"May I know why you broke up? It that's okay with you of course" he said, you nodded "I let him go. I didn't want him to continue his life with me. It wasn't the best for him. He deserves more" Jin sighed seeing you look as if you were going to cry.

He stiffened as you started to sob and quickly handed you a tissue. "If that's what you thought was best for him be happy. I know you surely loved him and feel saddened having him out of your life but there's also your fans which love to see you positive and smiling. You started working in this industry because you love music, correct? Then continue to do what you love without feeling so saddened. Just think about what good you're doing for Hakyeon" he said, leaving you stunned.

He actually made you stop crying instead of a pat on the shoulder and him saying 'cheer up' he actually seemed to care. You dried your eyes and quickly bowed going to start to work on one of your songs. You were embarrassed at the fact that he saw you crying on the first day you two started working together. You heard him chuckle "I'm not so bad right?"  he said and helped you out with things he thought would go well in the songs.

You ended up falling asleep on the sofa in the studio as Jin was working on his part. He turned to ask you a question and noticed your state. He smiled to himself and took off his jacket putting it over you. He started looking at the features of your face and thought how much prettier you were in person then when he would see you on tv.

"Goodnight sleepyhead" he whispered as he continued working. 'You're falling for her' Jin thought slightly smiling. He lightly smacked his head trying to get the thoughts out. 'She just got out of a relationship idiot'

(A/N: Sorry for being gone for such a long time. Just been getting busy with school and my after school time)