Can you blame her? Can you blame Olivia? She tried to kill herself after dinner. The decision was about whether to attend Jordan's funeral or not. Olivia left and went for the laundry room. Later we heard a thump, and my heart stopped. I was the first to see her.
You don't know how it feels. Unless it has happened to you personally. She looked so pale. So lifeless. Nothing came from my mouth, but I felt a scream rising up from it. Because I thought she was dead. The shock from seeing her like that will haunt me for the rest of my life. It all fell apart.
She is in the hospital. Getting better. I hope. She hasn't been eating. I hear wai
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Ella's Diary
RandomSometimes you're in so deep, it would be easier to get swim down. So when Ella reaches that point, she has two choices. To swim towards getting better, and getting through the unimaginable, or swim down, and accept she is going to die. What does...