Life has been grand. Really. It all started after I went to go get Olivia her stuff. A police officer was behind me, and noticed my sticker was expired. Long story short, I'm short 75 bucks. I also won't have my car back until January 5th, and will be receiving my license a month late.
Life sucks right now. And that's just me over losing a car! Olivia just lost her best friend. I can't imagine losing Erin. That would be like killing myself! A constant reminder of what I've lost.
I also have a doctor's appointment on the 31st because of stabbing pains in my abdomen. It might just be 'growing pains' as they say, or something worse. All I can think of is if it's cancer. If I will suffer the same fate as Jordan, or my aunt or nearly 98 million people!
I'm not talking about cancer though. I'm talking about death. Im sorry I gotta go, decision s are happening over dinner. What I don't know.
Yours truly, Ella
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AléatoireSometimes you're in so deep, it would be easier to get swim down. So when Ella reaches that point, she has two choices. To swim towards getting better, and getting through the unimaginable, or swim down, and accept she is going to die. What does...
