Otabek Altin x reader {DISCONTINUED}

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(Disclaimer: this chapter includes self hate)

After the argument Otabek was left speechless. He didn't know what to do. Yuri was laying on the sofa cuddling with Midnow. You could hear his light snores in the background. You we sitting next to Otabek hugging your pillow.

"You're not from Russia?" He decided to break the silence between you two

"No" you quickly reply still being mad at Yuri

"Where are you from then?"

"(Country)" you say and start feeing tears run down your cheeks

"It's a beautiful place isn't it?" He says trying to calm you down

"Yes, it's gorgeous" you reply not bothering to wipe your tears down anymore

"You miss it don't you?" He asks

"Of course I do!" You yell almost waking Yuri up.

"I miss everything. My family, my friends, the nature... Everything..." You say crying less

"Wow, you must really like that place" he says putting a his hand on your shoulder. You look up to him.

"Are you planing to go back there?" He asks

"Kinda, I really want to go on my birthday (imagine your birthday is in November just for the sake of the story (mine is November 12)). And probably on Christmas if I don't go to Barcelona to watch the Grand Prix Final." You say not crying anymore

"When's your birthday?"

"Why are you so curios about me?" You say and you can see him blush

"No reason. You feel like a friend to me so I want to know stuff about you" he says blushing

"It's November (day)" you say

"Well, it's getting late. I should get going..."

"Oh, okay. I'll show you out" you say sad at the fact that he's leaving

"What do we do about him?" He says standing up

"He'll be fine. He usually sleeps here when he visits. I'll just get him a blanket or something" you say also standing up.

~~~~~~~At The Front Door~~~~~~

"I was really nice meeting you." He says walking up to you and tightly hugging you

"It was nice meeting you too" you say hugging him back

"So I'll get going now." He says ending the hug

"See you soon!" You say

"Bye" he says

You close the door and walk back up to your living room. You pick up a blanket and put it on Yuri. After that you sit and put his head on your lap.

'Why does he have to be so hot? Why do I have to like him? He probably doesn't even like me that way.' You think while playing with Yuri's hair.

'Who could? I'm ugly, I'm fat, I don't have the perfect figure. I'm not perfect. I'm just an awful mess that...' I snap out of my thoughts and see Yuri staring at me with a worried expression on his face

"Why are you crying?" He asks.

You didn't even feel the tears rolling down your cheeks. They must've fallen on Yuri and woke up.

"I'm just sad. That's all." You say wiping your tears.

"Something's on your mind. Are you judging yourself?" He says

"Yes" you say and he tightly hugs you

"You're not ugly. You're pretty. You're not fat. You're normal. Believe me. I know better. You're the best person I ever met and don't dare to say differently. You are perfecft." He says not letting you go and hiding his head in your hair.

"Your perfect" he says.

When he said that you fell on your back on the sofa. He was on top of you and he didn't let you go. Soon after, he fell asleep on you. You played with his hair and fell asleep surrounded by his warmth.

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A kinda sad chapter to end the prewritten chapters of mine :/.

I'll try to watch the anime again to inspire myself again.

I'll publish a new chapter once it's ready

Written 2017/01/15
Published 2017/01/20