Suffering

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Authors Note:
I'm not really sure if you guys want me to keep writing this, but I'm going to keep going since I have a lot of ideas, for those of you who do like it, please tell me, and if you don't, tell me how I can improve, thanks 😀
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And for the first time in my life, I saw Kim Taehyung, left speechless. Feeling like a boss for confronting him about his terrible personality, I walked off and without knowing, I also got myself into an amusing yet horrible situation.
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  2 Years Ago:
      I remember it like it was just yesterday. It was our 1 year anniversary, and I was walking to a cafe that was supposed to serve as our meet up place. I was so excited, I was like a little girl who had just been promised a new toy. He said that he had a surprise for me to celebrate our anniversary... and I believed him.

     When I had gotten to the cafe I walked around and searched for him everywhere. And then I saw him... he was holding a banner that said 'happy 1 year anniversary (y/n). Without knowing what was about to happen, like an idiot, I walked up to him with a huge smile on my face. He smiled back. At least that's what my love obsessed heart saw. I was almost in his reach... I could almost feel his touch... my heart was beating so fast...and then he reached his arm out to the side, and pulled a girl into his embrace...And it wasn't me. 

Present Time:
      A single tear came out, as I remembered the moment in my life that shut me away from others. The moment in my life that made me build a fence around my heart, lock it for good...then throw away the key. No one that came after that incident has ever been able to get into my heart, they may have gotten close but then as they were about to enter, that memory returned, and saved me from the suffering that was sure to come if I had let them in.

      My heart even threatened to throw out the people who got in before the incident.  I was that scared... I didn't want to be hurt again... I didn't ever want to have to go through that dark time again. It took a while for me to be able to go even slightly back to normal, and by a while I mean two years.

      That whole time, my friends tried to pull me out of the darkness and save me...but I was just too far in. After a while many of them gave up, they had enough my childish acts, they got tired of me...so they left. The only ones that stayed were my family, Jungkook and Jiyeon.

      Now these are the people I trust the most, the ones who mean everything to me, even if I may not show it.

      I suppose that they really do know me, as those two where the only ones to notice that single, silent tear that dropped. They didn't say a word, they understood immediately why I let that tear drop.

      We were standing in front of yet another one of Taehyung's shows. Jungkook wrapped his arm around me while Jiyeon squeezed my hand. I guess that what made this show in particular extra special, was that... it was pretty much the exact same way I was dumped. Without a single word, Taehyung did the same thing he had done with me the other day.

     I guess this time it really was another girlfriend. He grabbed another girl that was at the side, and kissed her right in front of his ex-girlfriend.

     Even though I thought that I started to despise him as soon as I met him, I think this was really the moment that made me decide to carry through with the ideas that had been lurking in my head. I quickly wiped away the extra tears that had fallen out and grabbed both Jungkook and Jiyeon's hands and led them outside to a more private place.
    "Hey (y/n) are you okay? You seemed really hurt back there" said Jiyeon in a soft voice.

    "I'm fine really, I am" I said as they looked at me with a doubting expression.

" but I brought you guys here to talk about about a thought I've been having. I call it Mission Steal the Playboy's Heart."

Authors Note:
So the next chapter is when the story really kicks of, the first three chapters are more of a background, also you should know in the next chapter, I'm gonna skip the explanation of what mission Steal the Playboy's Heart is because it's pretty self explanatory. Anyway please show your support by commenting an voting, thanks! ❤️

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