Authors Note:
Hey guys! If you don't know, I have published another book on my account, please go check it out, it's another Taehyung Fan Fiction! I hope you can enjoy reading it! Anyways, here is chapter 8! 😊😚
*Warning: Mild Swearing*
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Your POV:
"I'm sorry.... I'm sorry for everything that I've done to you, I'm so so sorry..."
This is what happens when you decide to put your trust in someone, when you decide to listen to your stupid heart and let someone in again even though you have already experienced heartbreak once.
Humiliation,
anger,
sadness,
Regret.
These are all the feelings I felt when I was told those words. I always came to wonder, how was I stupid enough to trust him? Why did I not listen to my mind that was telling me to run away? How did this happen? Why did I believe all the lies I was fed?
Why did I have to fall for Kim Taehyung?
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Taehyung's POV (Present Time):
"So is there anything I can do to make you not despise me?"
"Hmmm, let me think.... nope!"
"Seriously, I'm sure there's something that can make you smile again."
"Why are you so insistent on trying to make me happy?"
"Because I care about you, duh. I also want to change your thoughts of me, you see I'm not as bad as you think I may be."
"Yeah, ok. Why would you care about me? You don't know anything about me and we just met. And in what way are you a good person??"
"Why do you ask stupid questions? I care about you because I love you, those weren't just meaningless words you know. I haven't said those words to any of the girls I've ever dated before, you were the first one, I said it to you because I know that these feelings I have for you are true and genuine."
"Are you even capable of experiencing love?! Do you have those type of emotions, because it seems to me that you don't, I mean, you feel no sense of remorse for all the girls you hurt!"
"CAN YOU JUST SHUT THE HELL UP FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE!! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL, SO STOP ACTING LIKE YOU DO!! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I'VE BEEN THROUGH?!? I'LL LET YOU KNOW THAT I AM INDEED A HUMAN TOO, I HAVE FEELINGS! I CAN FEEL SAD, I CAN FEEL REMORSE, AND I CAN FEEL PAIN TOO! JUST BECAUSE OF THE WAY I AM YOU SHOULDN'T ASSUME THAT I CAN'T FEEL HURT FROM ALL THESE CRUEL WORDS THAT YOU SAY TO ME!!"
I snapped...I couldn't stand the fact that she hated me and thought my feelings for her were fake. I didn't mean to get mad at her, I just wanted her to know how I feel, I want her to be happy by my side at all costs... but she won't believe me...
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Your POV (at home):
"CAN YOU JUST SHUT THE HELL UP FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE!! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL, SO STOP ACTING LIKE YOU DO!! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I'VE BEEN THROUGH?!? I'LL LET YOU KNOW THAT I AM INDEED A HUMAN TOO, I HAVE FEELINGS! I CAN FEEL SAD, I CAN FEEL REMORSE, AND I CAN FEEL PAIN TOO! JUST BECAUSE OF THE WAY I AM YOU SHOULDN'T ASSUME THAT I CAN'T FEEL HURT FROM ALL THESE CRUEL WORDS THAT YOU SAY TO ME!!"
Maybe I went to far.
He was trying so hard to just make me happy, but I kept talking back to him.
Why do I feel bad?
Why do I feel sad?
Why do I feel hurt that he suddenly got angry at me?
Although we haven't know each other for long, for the time we have known each other, I've always back talked him, but he never seriously got mad at me. He never suddenly snapped like this when I told him these things.
But... why should I care? It's not like I ever liked him or cared for him. He's just a jerk who's trying to win me over and hurt me just like he did with all the other girls... I don't care about him at all, he means nothing to me...
So... why can't I stop thinking about him?
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Authors Note:
Hope you liked it! Don't forget to check out my other story on my account, and also remember to vote and comment on my story if you liked it, your support really means a lot to me and it keeps me going. Until next chapter!! 😊💕💕
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