Here We Are Now

Chapter 2

Ann
"You think it was alright for you to just up and leave like that? When you are fucking pregnant!?" Negan screamed at me once we had pulled out of the lot and he sped down the road.

Despite the volume of his words, his voice couldn't help but crack when he looked at me.

"I didn't want to leave! I thought you were changing! And then you killed Abraham!" I stopped trying to control my temper and fell right into the argument. "I didn't want to. Those fuckers brought it on themselves!" He blurted and I chuckled and felt warm tears prick my eyes. "Like you brought this on yourself" I smacked him hard across the face. Hurt by his insensitive comments. "Stop the truck." I calmly asked. Hoping he'd listen to me the first time. He remained silent, but I felt his eyes digging into me.

"Stop the fucking car!" I screamed this time and he immediately hit the breaks. I sprung open the door to the truck and jumped out. I was fuming and could barely hear Negan calling out to me as I walked with no particular direction.

"Ann!" I could hear Negan getting closer but I refused to stop. I know he's angry, I know he wants to fix this, but i tried, and now Abe is dead. So is my hope for a relationship with Negan.

"Will you fucking stop!" He grabbed my arm and turned me around to face him. His hands were gripped to my shoulders but moved to grab my chin and forced me to look at him. "I shouldn't have killed him. I wish i never did. But i can't take it back."

"I don't care. It can't bring him back...I'm sorry, Negan." I stepped back from his grip.

I just wanted to run into his arms and cry into his chest. I wanted to plan baby names with him and go scouting for cribs and baby clothes. But I will never let this baby's heart be broken like mine. I know no matter the amount of love or trust I give him, he will always be Negan, leader of the Saviors. Not Negan, not my Negan.

"Please, Ann, I will do anything to fix this. Please don't let me lose my wife and child again...please."

Negan
I couldn't hold it in any longer. No matter what I said or how hard I begged she wouldn't stop. Frustration, anger, regret, pain. It all boiled over. Anger and regret with myself for killing that stupid ginger. Frustration, she wouldn't stop and hear me out. Pain, that she didn't even want to. My vision was now blurred by the tears and I felt defeated by the expression on her face. "Look," I began to follow her again and caught up to her.

"At least let me drive you back. You're pregnant now and the Walkers will have a main course plus an appetizer. She chuckled at that and looked back at me. "Do you still have the hot jams? It's better than awkward silence." She walked passed me and I wiped the tears and followed her.

Shortly after we had pulled up and I stopped the truck, leaving the engine running. Ann started to unbuckle herself again. "Here, let me get that for you." I jumped out and walked over to the other side of the truck, opening the door for her. When she went to place her foot on the step I stopped her.

"This isn't just about us anymore." I got closer and reached for her stomach. "I know. That's why I never want this baby to know about you."

"I am not giving up on you, Ann. Not this time." I said behind her as she made her way to the gate, mullet man opening the bars for her.

She turned around and looked back at me.

"I know." Was all she said before turning back and walking inside. The walls now hiding her figure. I turned back and the weight of my heart caused me to slump. After i had left, I pulled to the side of the road and let it all out.

ahh i feel like these chapters are really bland and seem boring but i promise it will go somewhere..please don't forget to vote and comment and tell me what you think. has always thanks for reading and have a lovely day :)