I get home and go straight to my room. What did I just do? I was freaking out. I text Quinn and tell her what happened q-YOU DID WHAT?! s-I thought it was himmm q-just don't tell anyone else or him and hope his brother doesn't tell s- okay I try to sleep but I fail. I can't quit thinking about what I had done or how adym would feel if he found out. His brother wasn't ugly and he was kind of a better kisser than adym so I don't regret what I did but I regret who it was. I wake up the next morning after about three hours of sleep. I feel normal until I remember. I need to keep my distance away from adym a little bit, I'll still tutor him but I probably won't hangout outside of that. I get a snapfrom him.
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And to think, he had no idea. I get to school but I don't have time to talk to Quinn because I have to get my missing work. I get to English and see adym he looks at me and smiles a little. I sit beside him because he signals me to. I try to avoid him when he talks to me. I just kind of ignore him. The rest of the day is boring. I head to my car and he's standing there smiling. I kiss him and laugh then get in the car. "You've been acting weird." "No I haven't." I laugh. "Okayyy" he laughs We get to his house and I sit down on his couch. He sits beside me when we hear a noise. I look back at the doorway to his hallway and guess who I see... HIS BROTHER "Hey man." Adym says "Wassuhh." He looks at me while saying it to adym. This is too much. I should have never done what I did. This is horrible. "This is Sarah, this is sawyer." He says. "Cool." He looks me up and down. Adym is going to find out if he is acting like this. "We should probably get started." I say "Yeah your right." Adym says. Adyms brother walks upstairs. The whole session is awkward for me. We don't talk much like we did just tow days ago. Do I tell him or not, this is killing me.
