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Chapter 6-Thrills

I don't want to wake up.

I want to stay in bed forever and just sleep.

Knowing I can't do this, I slowly roll over on my bed and flip over the covers. Damn its cold. I proceed to the bathroom to get washed up, noticing how dark my eye bags are. I went to sleep so late last night just thinking about yesterday. He's so interesting. Mysterious and intimidating. Should I see him tonight? Maybe he needs a break; I need a break. Not today then, I'll have fun today. There's a new club that opened up and I've always wanted to go one. I haven't gone to a club since last year with my friends. I heard that this club is where people go in masks and dance all night and drink. I think I'm at the right age for this stuff. But what do I wear? I never dwell on my clothes most of the time; but I would think that I should be a little more dressed up tonight. Should I go shopping? I should. Should I invite friends? Oh wait...I don't have close friends and I'm definitely not inviting Seokjin, ew. Well solo it is! Who needs friends anyway. Ok I do but whatever.

After I eat breakfast I catch a cab to the mall. As you can tell, I don't drive although I have my drivers license.

I arrive and the mall and pay the taxi driver. Walking in, I start to plan where I'll go. There's so many stores that have great clothing. Throughout the day I'm everywhere, dodging between stores. Everything is so nice and I wish I could buy everything, but alas, I can only buy one. I don't have the income to buy all I want and I don't need them anyway. Soon it comes down to 2 dresses. One is dark turquoise with glitter and sleeveless while the other is a bold red with straps and a bare back. Both are mid length. I think I'll go with the red one because I have some heels at home that'll go nice with it.

I purchase the dress along with a metal flower hair accessory. Its really pretty. Its silver and gold and a rose. Worth my money? Yeah, probably.

I continue walking around the mall just for fun for I don't go here often. I buy myself a bubble tea and pick up a nice pair of earrings that are gold studs; I also find a nice black mask for tonight that covers the top half of my face. I shouldn't buy such expensive things but hey, I can treat myself every once and awhile.

Going home, I feel very satisfied. Today was so much fun, even though I was alone. I wonder what tonight will be like. Chaotic? Loud? Possibly romantic even, you never know.

At home, I eat dinner for I missed lunch while shopping. I was so distracted that I forgot to eat and my stomach didn't growl surprisingly. As I eat my pasta, I plan when I'll go to the club. 10pm? That sounds good. I'll party hard tonight. I may not seem like the type, but I enjoy parties a lot. When I was a teenager, I went to so many. The school saw me as a party animal, and were astounded how I was keeping my grades up. Even I don't know how I did it. But then as I grew up, I lost contact with my school friends and life became dull and boring until I became a detective.

I finish up my food and start washing the dishes. As I scrub the plates, I see my plain nails. I should get them done. I put the dishes on the drying rack and head to my bathroom. I pull out my nail polish bucket and take out a nice, dark red. I get to work and listen to some music. Tonight will be fun.

A couple hours later and it's 9:00. I get dressed and do my hair, applying my rose hair pin and my makeup, just a little. No lipstick though, for I might do a little drinking (hehe). Dress on, shoes on. Then I put on the mask and observe myself in the mirror. I look different.

I like it.

No one will know who I am and if they see me on the street they won't even know its me from that night. How exciting.

Outside, I get in a cab and ask him to drive to the club. He doesn't question my outfit anymore after I tell him. We arrive swiftly for there isn't much traffic at this time.

I step out of the taxi and give the man his money. Its 9:55. Perfect. Putting on my mask, I walk inside and look around. Dark with colourful lights all around. A lit up bar and a dance floor with people already dancing on it, both sober and drunk. The music is loud and it sends chills up my spine. Just the thrill I needed. Everyone has a mask on as well, and it gives off a mysterious vibe.

I take a seat at the bar and ask for a shot of alcohol, which comes immediately. I drink it. Its pretty strong and my throat burns. Its exhilarating. I drink more and soon I'm getting closer to being drunk. I notice the man next to me, also drunk, staring at me. I give him a questioning look, and walk away. Let's see what happens. I walk to an isolated corner of the room and see if he follows me. I turn around and.....he's not there? My alcohol poisoned brain is confused, and I turn back around, to see the man right before me. Shocked, I stumble backwards a little. He advances, obviously a little drunk as well. No one is paying attention, for everyone else is far more high than we are. His eyes look strangely familiar, but I remind myself that I'm drunk and that everything is distorted. Suddenly, the man places his lips on mine and we're making out in a flash. Two drunk young adults who have never even met, kissing. I'm not surprised. He pushes me to the very corner, pinning me by my wrists. He's a pretty good kisser, if I had to be honest with you. He deepens the kiss, and I don't object. It goes on and on, I've lost track of how long we've been going with this. 10 minutes-maybe even 20. But neither of us feel the urge to stop, only to keep going.

But the funny thing is, we'll never meet again after tonight. But you never know. I could even know this man.