The Reality Of Being Gay

Heartbroken

Chapter 3: Heartbroken

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May 27 8:40 PM

I can't believe I just did that. I'm just.......like why would they say that . I'm scared,worried, I don't know what to think anymore. This should have never happened. I should have never told them. Let me explain what happened today because today is an important day and shouldn't be ignored.

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So today my mom woke me up SUPER early like at 4:30 A.M. Just to get ready and look my best but I wouldn't blame her because it took me like an hour just to get ready. Anyway so I got ready and just got a tiny snack to eat because my mom said that we were going out to eat for breakfast. After that I saw my dad come down the stairs looking really nice. He asked me if I was ready today I just replied with a simple nod. Once I finished eating my snack I threw away my trash and just watched T.V for about 10 minutes until my mom said to get in the car. This was just the morning........it gets worse.

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It's about 9:45 A.M when we get to a fancy restaurant I've never been to for breakfast. They had delicious food and all but the seats were SUPER comfortable like the whole time I was just thinking to myself how comfortable they were. So we ate food blah blah blah but then as we were leaving my moms phone rang and my mom was in the restroom so my dad answered it. Seeing his facial expressions, it didn't look good. I was curious to hear what was happening until.........he dropped the phone and started crying.

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He told me and my mom in the car that....... My aunt had died. This made it harder to tell my parents that I was gay. I had to be smart about my timing on telling them. So our fun day turned into our saying goodbye day to my aunt Sally. I wasn't really close to her so I didn't really cry but from what I hear my dad was super close to her. I couldn't bare seeing my dad like this so once we left the hospital me and my mom gave him a hug and told him it would be ok.

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So then at around 7:40 I decided it was time to tell them before they told me the news. I was shaking tremendously and sweating alot. I was just thinking about how to tell them in my mind. As I walked up to their room I started shaking harder than before and knocked. They opened the door rather quick. I told them I wanted to talk to them and they told me the same. We all sat down in the living room. I told them to share first their news. They agreed. So what they told me was they are getting married. Finally I mean they have been together forever. I was happy for them but also scared to tell them my news. So as they were talking about all there plans to me I just blurted it out quickly and loudly. They all stopped talking immediately.

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"You are gay" my dad said. I shook my head. This is the part where I started crying because of what he told me. He told me that he will not accept any son of his to be gay. He told me being gay is a sin and if I wanted to rot in hell keep being gay. I cried and cried hard silently. My mom tried to calm my dad down until my dad shoved her away. Instantly I started hitting my dad when he also shoved me to the floor. I ran to my room and locked the door. He tried to catch me before I locked the door to say sorry. I couldn't care less for what he had to say. I got my extra backpack and started to pack up my blanket,food,clothes,and anything else I would need for the streets. As soon as I was finished packing I opened the window and left.....

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I ran and ran and just kept running until I didn't know where I was. I grabbed my blanket and tried to sleep. I couldn't sleep it was to cold and I forgot to pack a sweater. so what I did was I called Allison telling her all about what happened. She was shocked and didn't know what to say. The only thing she told me was that she would try to find me tommorow morning. And now I'm on the streets looking for better shelter to sleep and writing in my diary. I'm so scared.

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A/N: well I hope you guys liked this chapter. I tried my best to keep it entertaining. dont forget to share and vote up. Stay happy and keep reading byeeeee :)