I can't focus lately
You're always on my mind
I'm drowning under coffee cups
And energy drink cans
I'm smoldering under sleepless nights
And loveless days
And I can't seem to snap out of it
I'm so tired
But I don't want wake up
From this peaceful haze
I can't breathe
And even when I do
I still feel like I can't
And that I'm drowning, smoldering,
That I'm non existent
Unless I have you
But I don't
And I never will