Seungjun laughed wildly, shaking his head at the short kid in front of him, Heejun, who had just bragged to him. The short tan boy had a smug expression on his small face."You're lying! There's no way you're a higher level than me in Pokemon Go! I've got a Pikachu, and that's all that matters!" Seungjun plead his case, continuing to walk around the park with the tan male. Heejun just shook his head and clicked his tongue.
"Well, my boyfriend Inseong says a Squirtle is better than Pikachu!" Heejun ate a piece of his cotton candy, feeling it evaporate on his tongue. They had stopped by a candy shop on the way there, and Seungjun had gotten one too, but that didn't last long. The poor thing didn't stand a chance to Seungjun's mouth.
The giant slowly shook his head, his face becoming serious. The words of the younger male making his stomach feel squeamish.
"Heejun, can you please not mention your boyfriend? It's uncomfortable for me, you know. Boys liking boys is... weird." His comment made the tan male shake his head.
"You do realize being gay is okay, right? No one has a right to judge you or anyone else hyung, and if they do they're buttheads."
Seungjun stared at his feet as he continued walking.
"But I'm not gay."
"That can change quickly hyung, have you meet me? After I dated Stacy, and she broke my heart, I meet Inseong. The next thing you know, we're dating and we're together." Heejun ate another piece of his candy, nodding at his words like it was a fact.
Seungjun stared at his shoes as they walked, looking at the stained cement with every step. He never thought of that, of being gay, but he was scared that he was. He's been having these thoughts as of late, and they were worrying him. Increasingly.
He had told Heejun of them earlier, but dismissed the thought of being gay. It was too different, too extreme, to be gay it seemed to Seungjun.
When Heejun told him of his boyfriend, Seungjun avoided him for a few weeks because of the gay relationship it had. At the end of it, he ended up feeling bad and bought Heejun new shoes as an apology. Seungjun still felt awkward whenever they hugged, but he tried to dismiss his thoughts. Heejun was his childhood friend, and he didn't want to ruin that friendship over a relationship, even if it was gay.
Seungjun sighed, staring at the clouds. They looked like cotton balls sprawled out against the baby blue sky. It was sunny, sunnier than normal for the late summer months.
"Look, Seungjun, I'm having a party tomorrow and I want you to come; it's bound to be fun. You could finally meet Inseong, and I promise you there's going to be a lot of food. Please hyung, please." Heejun stopped walking, turning towards the giant he was walking with, pouting.
Seungjun began to shake his head, also stopping in his tracks.
"I can't-"
"Please! It would mean the world to me! I'm serious about Inseong, and he's serious about me. Please hyung, please!" Heejun pouted, whining once again and giving cute faces to the giant.
Seungjun couldn't help but smile at the younger male's expression. After a little bit of contemplating, he slowly nodded.
He didn't want to break his friend's heart. Even though it made him a little uncomfortable, he still would go. It's the least he could do for him, for the guy he grew up with.
"Okay, alright Heejun, I'll go. But you have to promise to get pork feet! Okay?" Seungjun compromised openly.
Heejun nodded quickly, stepping on his tippy toes to wrap an arm around the giant for a second.
"Yes!" The tan man relished his win.
Seungjun snorted, rolling his eyes at Heejun's actions, already anxious for the party tomorrow but not expecting anything.
Seungjun was ready, ready for tomorrow.
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