Unfamiliar Feelings - Jastin

Chapter One

Chapter 1
Jason McCann

He's so beautiful. The way his eyes glow, or his smile. Oh his smile is beautiful. The way his lips curb, my god his lips, so pink and plump. His long eyelashes, the way he bats them. It drives me insane.

I can't keep doing this. I can't keep thinking of my step son like this. I'm married to his mother. I'm his caregiver, not his lover.

But man don't I want too. His mother Aubrey, she's beautiful I cannot lie, but Justin. Justin is more lavishing and sexy without even trying.

Impossible.

It's impossible for someone like him to be so innocent and lovable. It's probably his Aspergers. Yes the boy, yes boy he's sixteen. The boy I'm in love with has Aspergers.

That's why he doesn't have much friends other than Derek and I don't have to worry about Derek because he's straight.

Every boy must be as straight as an Arrow if they want to hang out with Justin. I'm patiently waiting for him to get home from school. Friday's I have off from work so I just wait for him so we can go get ice cream and watch movies till his mom comes home

Aubrey works in the Fashion Industry. She designs clothes which is why we are so fashionable. Some people even try to steal Justin's clothes. Which is when daddy Jason comes in.

I'm the CEO of McCann's Industries.

Yeah it gets boring, but it puts food on our table.

I saw Justin slowly come up the stairs. I furrowed my eyebrows as I saw Derek trying to help him up the stairs. Distraught was on Justin's face.

I opened the door and helped Derek carry Justin on the couch. "Justin what's wrong?" I asked him. He whimpered tears forming in his eyes. "Some assholes jumped him in the boys bathroom" Derek said angrily.

I felt my blood boil. How can someone hurt Justin? Where were the teachers? Security?

"They even recorded it" Derek put his iPhone into my face. I watched as Justin tried to quickly leave and some boy grabbed his foot making him fall. All the bully's laughed Jumping on top of Justin and hitting his face. Someone took his shoe and shoved it down the toilet.

They forced tissue paper in his mouth. "Please turn it off" I had enough with this bullshit.

"Where do they live?" I grimaced

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"Is this Ms.Flanagan" I said to the woman who opened the front door of this hideous house. I thought a cockroach was on my pants.

"Yes"

"Your son Aaron, was hurting my son" she laughed. "MY Aaron! Your outta your mind" she tried to close the door but I stopped it with my foot. "Then explain this" I shoved my phone in her face making her see the torture my baby has gone threw.

"There just kids" She scoffed. "My son has Aspergers, he's not even speaking right now, he's scared out of his god damn mind"

"I have the right to sue" her eyes widened.

"P-please we are running very low on m-money" she stammered. "You think I give a flying fuck! My son is scarred for life"

"Please don't do this"

"Watch me bitch" I spit on her step walking to my Porsche.

People just have their kids doing whatever the fuck they want, now here's my mentally illed son/ Lover is humiliated and scared.

Once I got home. I asked if Derek could stay over so Justin won't feel so sad.

Aubrey texted me she'll be home late. Great. She needs to get her ass over here so Justin can feel relaxed. He has so much anxiety we have to walk him into the bathroom.

At least he stopped stuttering.

"Daddy" Justin's Light brown orbs turned to my blue ones. "I'm tired" he laid on my lap. I tried my hardest not to get a erection.

"Okay Jay go to bed then with Derek okay" he nodded grabbing Derek's hand to go upstairs.

I can't give him good night kisses because Derek is here, and he gets embarrassed. Yet lately Derek has been a little touchy with Justin. And I don't like it at all

As I laid in my bed at 12 o clock, I heard something. It's probably Aubrey so I get up to greet her.

However it wasn't Aubrey. It was Derek in the Kitchen sitting at the table and looking at the wall.

What the hell is he doing?

"Derek? I thought you fell asleep with Justin" I said takin a seat next to him.

"I-I did but I kept waking up, I can't get it out of my mind" He ran his fingers threw his hair.

"Then what is it? You can tell old Jason" I smiled. "I-i think I like Justin"

"I think I might be Gay"

I think I might just Murder your ass

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