Unfamiliar Feelings - Jastin

Chapter Two

Chapter 2
Derek Howard

I left that morning. I couldn't stay with Justin any longer without doing anything to him.

He's like a huge tease.

The way he sucks on a lollipop, or says sexual things but doesn't understand. Oh my god

I'm sick.

However not as Sick as Mr.McCann he's not the only one checking Justin out. He thinks I don't notice the way he stares at Justin or when he accidentally says 'baby' instead of 'Boy' or 'Jay'

The only person who hasn't noticed is Justin and his mom. His mom isn't really present in his life. She's always working. I've known Justin for 5 years now and she doesn't even remember my name half of the time.

Which is why My little Justin is always with that Old Fucker.

I just hope this Weekend goes by fast so I could see Justin on Monday.

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"Then me and Daddy Colored!" Justin smiled as he told me about his amazing weekend.
"That's great Jay" I ran my fingers threw his hair as I drove in front of the school.

I guess just has a little soft spot on his head because he kinda moaned when I did that. It was turning me on.

As soon as we got in the goddamn school everyone laughed there asses off at Justin.

"Justin you want your daddy" some fat ass said. "Fuck off" I stuck my middle finger up.

I saw Justin holding back tears and I couldn't help but feel pain in my heart.

"Jay why don't me and you go to the aquarium" "B-but we have school Der, me and Dan we're gonna color our elephant today" he moped.

"But it's bring your 16 year old to the aquarium day" I lied, "Really!?" He grinned.

Justin is way too innocent.

"Yep"

"Then lets go Der!" He grabbed my hand leaving the school to my car.

As I exited from the hell hole we call school I had my middle finger up mouthing 'Fuck you' since Justin hates when I curse.

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"Dee look look at the Polar bear! He's so cute!" I smiled "Just like you" I winked, then Justin blushed.

"Can we see the seals?" He asked with his beautiful puppy dog eyes. I could get lost in them. "Y-yeah" I Stuttered.

After the aquarium we went to eat at McDonald's. I hated that I lied to Justin and we cut school but since his parents aren't here who's gonna protect him? Either way we were gonna cut class because Justin would have been crying in the Janitor closet.

And I would have had to sit in there with him and tell him jokes to feel better.

People say I'm good looking and I could be popular if I just dropped Justin. But I'm so close to this kid now I couldn't.