Unfamiliar Feelings - Jastin

Chapter Sixteen

Chapter 16
Derek Howard

It made me happy to see Micheal with Amaya, he really likes her but I wish i was here with Justin. Don't get me wrong Mariah is a cool chick, but I want my baby here.

"Derek have you ever, slept with one of your friends parents" Mariah asked curiously. We were playing never have I ever but I wasn't in it I was to busy thinking about Justin.

"I have" I took a fry.

"Dude who!" Micheal said ironically, since it was technically his parent.

"i don't kiss and tell" I winked.

"Whatever, Amaya...have you ever had sex in a car?" Micheal asked. Amaya giggled and said "I'm a virgin"

I haven't seen Micheal light up so quickly. He smirked and nodded "what about you Mariah?"

"Yeah but I wouldn't do it again"

"Why someone caught you in the act" I laughed.

"Shut you Derek" she playfully pushed me. It didn't take me long to realize Justin and Jason was staring at me. I stood up from my seat.

"Justin I-" before I can say a word McCann opened the door and Justin followed him outside. I looked at Micheal and Mariah.

"Fuck!" I exclaimed running after him. "Justin. justin I can really explain it was nothing" but Justin didn't wanna hear it. He was biting his lips to hold back the tears but I still saw them.

"Justin please baby it's me, it's me der" I spoke trying to get his attention.

"Jason-" I said before Jason drove away middle finger at me.

"Fuck fuck fuck Fuck fuck fuckkkkkkkkk" I whined

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Justin Bieber

why with a girl?

Why did Der leave me for a girl?

I knew I should've went with him or else he would've gone with that girl...

"Jay?"  Daddy knocked on my door. I was currently coloring to take my mind off of Der but he keeps popping up in my mind. Everything we've done together

Flashback

"Wow Der you hung up all my pictures I drew" I said looking at every picture I colored for Derek.

"Oh course baby boy, there beautiful" he smiled and kissed the side of my head

Why would he do it...

"yes daddy" I frowned.

"you wanna watch a movie?"

"no daddy" I covered my face.

"do you wanna talk about it?" He said sitting next to me.

"w-why with a girl?"

"why would he just cheat on you period...I would've expected this especially from Derek"

"daddy, it's all my fault. He asked me to go with him and I said no, if I didn't say no...he wouldn't have gone with h-her" I sobbed.

"hey hey hey" daddy hugged me. "cheating is a choice, Derek made the choice to go with that girl, and he missed out on something greater... you"

"I-I made the w-wrong choice" I said.

"What do you mean Justin?"

"I-I should've been w-with you" I cried.

Daddy looked down at me and sighed. "your just saying that Justin because your feelings are hurt...you love Derek"

"My feelings are real! I love you!" I exclaimed. "I-I know how I feel, and I-I don't wanna be with Derek, I wanna be with y-you...I love you daddy"

Daddy then slammed his lips into mine pushing me down on the bed. I smiled through the kiss, I miss kissing him.

Are you team, Jason or Derek ;)