Is It Just Me?

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Am I the only one who feels like crying just because I read a book, or rewatched a series?

It feels like it.

I watched Avatar: The Last Airbender recently. And it made me so depressed when I finished.
A mixture of nostalgia and grief.

And all I want to do is watch it over and over and over again. I miss it so much, even though I just watched it. For the fifth time.

I don't get it and I feel like I'm going insane. I'm so tempted to watch it again, but I'm so scared to at the same time.

I feel so.... helpless.  It's infuriating and saddening all in one.

And then there's the book! Ender's Game!

I love the book. It's fantastic and everyone should read it, but it made me depressed too.

I wasn't sad about the ending, and it wasn't the normal "finished a book" depression either. I actually cried for days over this book, and I have no idea why.

I think about it everyday, all day, except when I'm thinking about The Last Airbender. In fact, I'm rereading it! I just couldn't stop myself.

Between these two, I just can't function like normal. Everything reminds me of them. It's so hard to concentrate on anything, and I spend a ridiculous amount of time fighting for control.

I have no idea what to do anymore.

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