The First Time

One day to the prom night 🤧

One day to the prom..........

I woke up on my bed...... I stared at the ceiling and I think after I know there something going on between Rob and Vee and for the time since I moved here I woke up without a smile on my face it was really hurting to know the truth even though they didn't admit to each other yet. Then my alarm clock ringing so I get up and get ready for school. When I came down I walk to school......... no Rob today it was kinda sad actually. He would pick me if would just ask but I didn't so I walked. When I arrived at school I already late for an hour. And after school Rob saw me and shouted " hey " but I keep walking then he ran and stand in front and said " me and them go for lunch near by, would you care to join us ? " he asked. So I looked at his new squad and there are a lot of people but the only person that I recognized is Vee so I asked " are you sure they want me to join them ?" He said " yeah, of course they liked you " he smiled and I said yes so while we making our way to Rob car where his new squad are he said " I don't see you anymore man ! After you asked me not to picked you up and changed all your classes " he looked at me then he continued " is there something wrong? " I looked at him and stopped walking. I want to tell him so much about my problem but I don't think he wanna hear anymore. People change..... he is changed and I need to deal with it and I said " you know what? I don't wanna go anymore " so I turn my back and started walking and he said " dude, what wrong? " and kinda shouted a little. Today I arrived home at 4 pm I saw Rob was waiting for me at the front door of my house.

" hey! What do you doing here ? " I said.

" because I got a feeling that you need to talk to someone before you explode " he said.

" I'm okey if I'm not that would be a lie " I said and faked smile.

" and who are you going to the prom with tomorrow ? " he asked.

" I'm going solo.........I mean who would want to go with an ugly loser like me? " I said.

" well , I know who would want to go with you " he said. I got a feeling I know he's doing.

" I know what you're doing "I said and he looked at me and said " you do ? " and I answered " yeah........ just go with her it okey" I looked at him and then I watched him walk to his house then I looked at the sky and I think I'm such a coward......... I can't even watch the girl that I love in love with my best friend. Rob he is more then just friend to me he is the best brother that I ever had and I love him so much I couldn't just ruined his happiness........... so right now all I can do now is give up..... give up on the chance of my happiness ........

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