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Ever heard of drunken words?? Well incase you haven't , drunken words are the sayings one spills after having too much of a drink mainly alcohol. What happens is that you drink a bottle of whatever alcoholic drink you like and slowly your senses starts to get dull and weak. It releases a large amount of estrogen and not enough progesterone hence inducing a large amount of pleasurable feeling in the body. The functions in the brain are disturbed hence the person has difficulty in speech, in staying awake and crumpling of vision as well as less visual activity of brain or in common language a sign of drunkenness. Now why do people drink? Sometimes to release stress or to escape or to forget about themselves for a while or to let themselves loose. Other times they do it for fun or when they want to do something brave or when they want to get something off of their chest but are not brave enough to do so when sober. When a person is stressed , he/she sometimes needs to relieve their stress and hence they drink which calms them down allowing them to think more clearly and just breathe for a while. When he/she needs to forget about their lives responsibilities and other problems , they drink so as to escape reality and just for a moment or two dwell in the blurriness of the drunken world where they can see everything going on in slow motion and laugh about the silliest things possible and basically breathe like they're finally home. Some have been serious for too long and simply wants to let loose , others don't have the courage or simply lack courage for something and need a boost of confidence. The last but not the least is getting something off of your chest. Important stuff which you cant just say out loud. A person first trips on his words or simply slur and slowly he/she starts opening up , the riled stuff , the compressed stuff comes pouring out like vomit or pee and doesn't stop until its had its satisfaction.
Now these words are usually the drunken words and these are probably the most honest words you've ever heard. These words just pour out and no matter how much you deny it , deep down you know whatever you've said is true. You know what else resembles drunken thoughts? Late night conversations. Yes, late night conversation are like drunken thoughts or words. At first you just talk normally then as the night progresses you slowly open up. Its like someone slipped tiny bit of alcohol inside you and you just want to forget and open up or in other words finally breathe. So what happens is that you start opening up and just like vomit you pour out everything. Every single truth , every single secret, every single stuff you've been trying so hard to mask. At that time theres nothing else in the world except for you and the person you're conversing with, there are no burdens , no problems and most importantly no masks. You don't have to pretend , you can be just you , miserable you or the happy you but definitely YOU. However not everyone is entitled to open this treasure of secrets buried inside you. There is probably just one person out there in the vast universe who holds the key to the chest full of treasured secrets. My advice would be not to lose him/her.
however everything has a consequence, just like after getting drunk the entire night and enjoying like theres no tomorrow, there follows a raging hangover in the morning alongwith a bunch of promises never to touch anything alcoholic. The same way there comes a deep form of regret after a late night conversation but surprisingly you're ready to endure because no matter what you know that the conversation you had last night was definitely worth it and according to me that's all that matters the most.

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