*COMPLETE* My Dancer |Chris Brown

Chapter 11- He Wouldn't Be Gone, If It Wasn't For Me

Chapter 11- He Wouldn't Be Gone, If It Wasn't For Me

 
~Recap~

I took out the key that Chris gave me. I quietly entered it into the door nob. As the door slowly opened I began to hear voices talking. One sounded like Chris, and the other one, I didn't know but it sounded very familiar. As I got closer to the voice. I had seen Chris on the couch talking to some guys but I couldn't see his face, because his back head was facing me. Chris was talking about something but I couldn't really understand because I was trying to figure out who this man was sitting on the couch. I noticed that Chris had stopped talking when he noticed me standing there. The guys that was sitting next to him turned is head around to me, And I honestly couldn't believe that I was facing the Man that hurt me. The man that killed my Mother. The man that always told me that he hated me and that I was never going to become anything in life. The man that I hate more than anything in this world.

"Dad?"

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I looked at him with a very blank expression. Why the fuck is he here, how did he even find me. He got up from the chair and started walking up to me but I backed away, this nigga better not touch me. He still tried to get close but I still backed away. He grabbed my arm but I yanked it out.

 "Look S, I know your mad, but we really need to talk. I miss you and I'm sorry, we can work something out. Your my Daughter and I'm your father. We can't let his hurt or destroy the relationship we had. I've been to Rehab just because of you, I miss you Serena and I need my Daughter back in my life." He cried. I honestly don't car how sad he is, he can die for all I care. After all the shit he did to My Mom and I. Ha No bitch. "First of all don't call me freaking 'S', Second of all yes the fuck I'm mad, after all of the shit you did to me. I don't care if you are sorry because everything that you did to My Mother and I, naw dude that shit is raw. I loved you so much, and I still do, but you were to damn evil to see my feelings, I can't even see myself calling you my 'Father' anymore, your more like a devil in disguise, and I hate you. I honestly don't care if you went to Rehab, go find another Daughter because that's definitely not me. And Third of all We NEVER had a fucking relationship!" I yelled the last part, and ran upstairs locking myself in one of the rooms. How the hell is that fucker going to come up in here and act as if we are friends. I miss my Mom so much. Just thinking about it, made me cry even more.

Chris Brown

When Serena ran upstairs crying, I decided that It was time for her dad to leave. "I'm sorry about that, she's not yet used to you. You should just give her some time, before she can possibly open up to you." I said. "Alright. But before I leave, could you give this to her?" He asked, handing me a Piece of paper, with a letter and his phone number in it. I took it out of his hand. "Alright I will." He smiled then started heading to the door, before he walked out he thanked me. "Thank You Chris, Please take care of my baby girl for me. This might be the last time the both of you will be seeing me, tell her that I love her, and that I will always be thinking of her." I didn't quiet understand the meaning 'This might be the last time the both of you will be seeing me." It kept on replaying in my head, but I couldn't quite capture it. "Alright I will. Don't worry, I could never break her heart, and ill be sure to tell her everything you said." He didn't say anything else after that. I went up to the door and locked it.

I walked upstairs with the piece of paper in my. looking for Serena, after about a minute or two I found her her by hearing her little soft sobs. Damn she still crying. I knocked on the door softly. "Serena." I said. "Leave me alone." I sighed. "Serena baby please open the door." I begged. "No." Damn, "Please." I begged again. "No, leave e alone." If she didn't wanna open the door then I will myself. I don't like seeing her hurt, it hurts me. I waked into the bathroom and opened the little drawer on the side where I put all of the keys in. I grabbed the room key that Serena was in. I walked back over to the door and opened the door with the key. I saw her there with red puffy eyes and her shirt all socked up in tears. I walked over to were she was and held her in my arms tightly. She cried onto my chest. "Chris I can't believe he would so this to me, then come her like we cool." She cried and I could sense lots of anger in her voice. "Sshh its ok Serena, he's gone. He's not going to hurt you. I'm here for you, and I will always be here for you. No one can hut you." I said stroking her back and rubbing her hair. She looked up at me then smiled. "I love you Maurice." She said snuggling her head into my chest again. What did I tell her about calling me by my middle name, she hates it as much as I do when I call her by hers. "I love you more Bernice." "What the hell, don't call me by my middle name." He snapped in a playful way. "Then you don't do that either." I said. "But I love your middle name." She pouted. .I know, just don't use it when I'm around." I said. "Fine." She layed her head back into my chest. "Chris, what's that?" She asked, pointing to the letter in my hand. Oh yea I forgot about the letter whoops. 'Its a letter your dad, wanted me to give it to you." I said handing her the letter. "My dad?" She grabbed it and looked at it. She didn't look interested in it, so she threw it across the room. Damn Girl. She rolled her eyes and sat back down in my arms. "Serena why did you do that, at least read it." I said. "Na I'm good." "Serena he is your dad." She sighed in frustration. "Look Chris I don't care, and I for sure do not want to talk about this shit right now." "Fine." I said. I looked out the window straight across from me and saw that it was getting dark. I looked at my watch to see that it read Eleven Thirty. Dang its late. I looked down at Serena and saw that she was sleeping. The cute thing about this moment is that it brings me back to the night I made it official to her back at the hotel, and she kept on falling a sleep. I laughed to myself and layed her gently on the bed. I took off my shirt and removed my pants leaving me in just my boxers. I got underneath the covers with Serena and cuddled with her, I kissed her forehead, Holding her strong but gently in my arms.