MorMor: Behind closed doors

The Proposal

4:30 am

"Ahh!"

Jim woke with a start, a cold sweat beading down his face.

"What?...what is it Jim?" Said Sebastian, his voice thick with sleep. But trying to stay awake to care for Jim.

"Oh..umm..nothing sorry to wake you dear...I'll just go make coffee." Replied Jim practically jumping out of bed and skidding into the kitchen.

What is wrong with me?? Thought Jim why was he acting like this it was only a dream. A dumb figment of his imagination. He didn't even remember the fuckin' thing.

Stupid......Stupid for showing such human emotion it was just a dream.

"Are you sure you're okay?" Asked Sebastian. Entering the kitchen to find Jim fiddling with the coffee maker.

"No!......I am not okay..Moran I am the most dangerous man in London..and I get the willies from a fucking dream!!" Screamed Jim, dropping the pot and the glass shattered all around his feet.

He was so stupid to think that everything was okay, clearly it was not. Ugh! why aren't people as clever he is?

Sherlock Holmes is as clever as you maybe you should take him for yourself and love him don't you want that Jim? Someone as smart as you for a lover.

"What no, crazy talk I don't love Sherlock Holmes!"Said Jim out loud. Why would his brain think such terrible thoughts, he hated Sherlock Holmes.

"Jim?.... I never said that you loved....Sherlock? Jim what is this? What are you talking about? Jim come to me, let me help you, come now get away from the glass."Said Sebastian rather frantically. Moving his arms towards Jim.

Why would Jim like Sherlock...no LOVE Sherlock?

"Sebby! please be here with me and tell me it is all okay." Is what Jim would have liked to say, really he said this.

"Oh, Sebastian no need to worry, now go and shoot something." He said rather coldly shoving Sebastian's arms away from him. This hurt Sebastian and made him want to help to figure out what was wrong with his love.

"Jim!....please. Let me help!" Cried Sebastian feeling helpless and sad for not knowing what was wrong. "I know that you don't love that bugger Sherlock, please you love me! You said it yourself!"

"Oh, your sooo stupid you really think that I would love you!...hell Sebastian I don't even like you!" Said Jim practically screaming at him with tears rolling down his face, he was just mad on how human he has become. "I have never loved you, I don't....no can't love anything." He spoke more softly on that last part and looked at Sebastian like he was his everything, which was true and both men knew that already.

"That is absolute rubbish...you love me and I love you." A smile growing on Sebastian's face. Handing out a hand for Jim to take.

At this Jim smiled and chuckled. "Oh, look at us we probably look like an old married couple." He wiped away the stray tears from his face and looked at Sebastian.

"Jim?" said Sebastian.

"What dear?"

"Will you?" Sebastian said shuffling his feet on the ground and brushing some of the glass shards away with his feet.

"Will I what?" Jim had no idea where this was going. He looked all around the room for a clue, he had no idea what Sebastian was planning.

"Jim you know...you are smart but goddamn, do you really not know what is going on right now?" an even bigger smile was growing on the blondes face, as he got down on one knee and took out a ring from his pocket that had been there for quite sometime.

"Oh for gods sake Sebastian...just get on with it!" he said still looking around the room, not knowing what was going on. But then he laid his eyes upon the ring, it suited Jim very much. It was just a plain black wedding band but it still took Jim's breath away. "Oh dear, Sebastian....umm...I...d..umm"He really did not know what to say but Sebastian went on and said.

"Jim you can be a pain in the arse at times and you can order me around and really just be an annoying bugger. But Jim you make me complete, I promise to protect you for the rest of my life. So James Moriarty will you marry me?" Tears were rolling down his face. He really wanted this, he wanted Jim to be his and only his forever.

"Yes!...oh Sebastian yes yes yes a thousand times yes!" Jim was rather giddy this had never happened to him before, but with Sebastian it just felt right for him.

At this Sebastian slid the ring onto Jim's finger and kissed Jim with love and passion.

"I love you Sebastian Moran."

"I love you James Moriarty."

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