They Don't Know About Us (A Hendall fanfic)

Awkward

They both sat on opposite sides of the bed, Harry in an Indian seat facing Kendall and Kendall just sitting on the edge, facing the wall.

Harry had found a handkerchief on the pocket of his backpack and has tied it around his forehead while Kendall had wrapped her coat around her.

“look, at first I was slightly confused and I couldn’t’ remember what happened but I do now, I remember everything clearly now” Harry said

“Everything?” Kendall asked

“You kissed me” Harry said, as Kendall refused to look at him, “and I kissed you back” Harry said

“It was a stupid mistake and ------” Kendall began

“It wasn’t stupid, it was beautiful” Harry said, “I like you Kendall and I know this might come off as kind of strong but I really like you so much that I think it might actually be love”

“You don’t mean that” Kendall said, “We’re friends”

“I know but I just, I really want to spend every minute of my waking hour with you, I’m addicted to hearing you laugh, I love your voice, your hair, your eyes, the way that you touch me it makes my heart pound and when you cry you make me weak and all I want to do is stay with you”

Kendall looked at him as it was Harry’s turn to look away from her.

“I shouldn’t have kissed you” Kendall said

“Why did you kiss me then?” Harry asked

Kendall couldn’t’ answer as she faced the question for the first time, why the heck did she kissed Harry Styles in the first place, then she found an answer

“Because I knew you wouldn’t remember” she said

“Really? Not good enough” Harry smiled, coming closer to her

“I like you too Harry, you’ve been really really nice and honestly you have been like an anchor to me the last few days. With the divorce, and the comments and Julian, it’s been a roller coaster ride for me but you held my hand all throughout and I like what we have”

“So you like us being friends?” Harry asked

“Yes! I do”

“what if I told you I don’t want to just be a friend?”

“You’re not” Kendall asked, “You’re a special friend” She said

“it still ends with friend” Harry said, “Are you scared? Are you scared that I’m falling in love with you?” HE asked her gently, tapping her shoulders

“No” Kendall defended

“is it Julian?”

“NO, I don’t care about him anymore, I just need time to sort out my feelings for you” Kendal said, “I like you too Harry more than a friend”

“Then why are you shying away from me?, I feel like when I started talking to you about my feelings you suddenly build walls around you and now, I can’t seem to pass through those walls anymore”

“I’m not good enough for you Harry, you can’t love me”

“Is this about the comments of those haters?”

“No, it’s me Harry, you can’t love someone like me, I can’t bring you into my life and treat you like an anchor, I can’t do that to you”

“You’re not treating me like an anchor, I want to help you Kendall, I fell in love with you because of how fragile you are, how human you are”