The Childish Girl Is The Gangster Queen 💜

I'll Stay By Your Side

Eliza's POV

I was about to go home when suddenly Elisha calling me.

Elisha:" can you come here at xian's condo?"

Eliza:" why? Is there something wrong?"

Xian:" Eliza , Xander is very sick?"

Eliza:" what? I'm coming?"

I didn't know why i react that way.

The last thing i knew was i found out myself running towards Xian's condo.

Eliza:" where is he?"

Xian:" upstairs!"

I ran upstairs and rushed into Xander's room.

Linapitan ko siya at hinawakan ang noo niya.

Wattda?!

Ang taas nang lagnat niya!

Ba't pa ba siya pumasok kanina?

Dapat nagpahinga nalang siya.

I shrugged him to wake him up.

Xander:" whaaaaat?"- he said weakly

Eliza:" you need to go to the hospital ang taas nang lagnat mo!"

Xander:" Eliza? Is that you?"

Eliza:" Uhm. Yes!"

Xander:" Will you please stay beside me? I don't wanna go to the hospital. Please? "

Eliza:" Okay! I'll just get some food and medicines okay?"

Tumango siya as an answer.

Eliza:" Here?"

Tinulungan ko siyang makaupo para kumain.

Pagkatapos ay pinainom ko na siya nang gamot para makapag pahinga na siya.

He hugged me and whispered.

Xander:" Don't leave me please!"

Eliza:" I won't!  I'll stay here by your side.  I promise!"

Pinahiga ko na siya para makatulog.

Nang nakatulog siya tinignan ko na lang ang mukha niya.

Why do i feel butterflies in my stomach when im with you?

Why do i care so much about you?

Am i falling for you?

I was about to stand up when Xander is sleeping talk.

Xander:" I need you! Mommy, daddy please stay! Don't leave me alone please!  I promise to be good."

Huh? Is he dreaming?

Iniwan ba siya nang parents niya?

Kawawa naman pala si Xander.

Kulang din pala siya sa pagmamahal nang mga magulang niya.

Pareho lang pala kami.

Xander:" Daddy, mommy please!  I don't want to be alone! Don't leave me! Huhuhu!"

Eliza:" ssssh! I'm here Xander!  I promise i won't leave you!"

Tumahimik si Xander at natulog nang mahimbing.

I was about to stand up again when Xander is starting to sleep talking again.

Xander:" Ice Princess I Love You!"

Ouch!😢💔 Ice Princess?

What was i expecting?

Ang sakit nun ah? 😢

Hindi ko namalayan na umiiyak na pala ako.

I never expected that ill fall to a guy i never expected i would fall for.

Pumasok bigla si Xian at nakita niya akong umiiyak.

Xian:" Eliza? Are you crying ?"

Eliza:" H-huh? M-me? No! Why would i?"- pagdedeny ko

Xian:" Oh! I thought you were. Hehe! Oh by the way? You need anything?"

Eliza:" No! I'm fine."

Xian:" Okay, call me if you need anything okay?"

Eliza:" Ahh. Uhm Xian?"

Xian:" Yeah?"

Eliza:" Uhm. Nothing!  Hehe!"

Lumabas na si Xian.

My Tears Started To Fall Again.

" I never thought i would fall for you! You're the first guy who i never thought i would fall for. Unbelievable huh? I don't know why i've fallen for you but sad to say you don't feel the same way for me. Now i know how it feels. Now i know understand how much it hurts. Yes we are couples but it is all just a fucking game! I can't blame you about how i feel. It's my heart decision. Don't worry im not asking you to love me back! I'll give you your freedom to love anyone if that's the only way to make you happy. I know it hurts. Yeah! It really damn hurts. But whatever the pain is. Im gonna accept it wholeheartedly. You're lucky because someone loves you truly besides of your parents. Well me? All people thinks im strong enough but what they don't how is im carrying a heavy burded behind my smiles. I don't even know what the love of family feels like but it's ok. I'm already used it."

I cried silently until i was tired..

Until then i found out myself sleeping on the couch.