The Childish Girl Is The Gangster Queen 💜

Eliza's Hidden Feelings

Xian's POV

It's been 2 days pero hanggang ngayon hindi parin pumapasok si Eliza.

Nag aalala na kami sa kanya pero si Xander?

Pssssh! Walang kaalam alam na may nagmamahal sa kanya.

Me and Elisha was about to go home nang biglang naubusan nang gas ang kotse ko.

Xian:" Aish! Nanaman?"

Elisha:" What happened?"

Xian:" Naubusan nanaman ako nang gas?"

Elisha:" Ha? Pano yan?"

Xian:" Don't worry. I'll call my driver to pick up us."

Elisha:" Uhm. Okay.

Lumabas ako sa Ferrari ko at umupo sa head nang car.

Lumabas din si Elisha at tumabi sa akin.

Elisha:" Xian?"

Xian: Hmmmn?"

Elisha:" Nag aalala na ako kay Eliza."

Xian:" Yeah i know. Ako rin."

Elisha:" She's been acting weird lately."

Xian:" I noticed."

Katahimikan.

Mabuti nalang at dumaan si Xander with his car.

Pinasakay niya kami at tinextan ko nalang yung driver na ipakuha ang Ferrari ko.

Elisha:" What do you think is happening?"

Xander:" Huh?"

Xian:" I think she's inlove with Xander?"

Xander:" Who?"

Elisha:" Eliza."

Tumigil bigla si Xander sa pag dadrive.

Xander:" What are you saying?"

Elisha:" Damn it! Xander will you please watch the road! Im too young to die!"

Pinaandar na ni Xander ulit ang kotse.

Xander:" Sorry."

Inirapan siya ni Elisha.

Xander:" Hey sis! Sorry okay? Nabigla lang ako! Si Eliza mag kakagusto sa akin! Haha! Are you crazy?"

Xian:" Were not crazy. It's the truth!"

Dumating na kami sa condo.

Umakyat muna ako para magbihis.

Pagbaba ko si Elisha at Xander sa sofa habang nag uusap.

Nakikinig lang ako sa kanila mula sa likod.

Xander:" Where is she? Is she ok? Is she sick?"

Elisha:" At the house.she's not sick but she's acting out lately hindi siya kumakain nagmumokmok sa kwarto i don't know what's happening. Hindi siya nag share."

Xander:" Why?"

Xian:" Because she loves you!"

Lumapit ako at umupo sa kabilang gilid nang upuan.

Xander:" Stop making jokes like that Xian. It isn't funny!"

Elisha:" It's true!  I can feel it and i know that you feel the same way too Xander."

Xander:" H-huh? Si Ice Princess nga ang mahal ko!  At pano niya naman nasabi na mahal niya ako? Kaya lang naman naging kami dahil sa laro diba?"

Xian:" Yes! It's all because of a game! At dahil sa larong yan nahulog si Eliza sayo!"

------ FLASHBACK ------

Pababa na sana ako nang marinig kong nanaginip ka!

Xander:" I need you! Mommy,  Daddy please stay! Don't leave me alone please!  I promise to be good."

Xander:" Mommy, Daddy please!  I don't want to be alone!  Don't leave me! Huhuhu!"

Papasok sana ako nang narinig kong nagsalita si Eliza.

Eliza:" Sssh! I'm here Xander! I promise i won't leave you!"

Xander:" I Love You Ice Princess."

Huh? Lagot! Narinig ba yun ni Eliza?

Pumasok ako bigla at na kita kong maluha luha ang mata ni Eliza.

Umiwas siya nang tingin sa akin.

Xian:" Eliza? Are you crying?"

Tinanong ko siya kahit na halata naman sa kanya..

Eliza:" H-huh? M-me? No! Why would i?"

She denied but still It's not enough for me to believe it. Halatang halata sa boses niyang umiiyak siya kaya hindi ko na siya kinulit.

Xian:" Oh i thought you were hehe! Oh by the way? You need anything?"

Eliza:" No? Im fine."

Xian:" Okay. Call me if you need anything okay?"

Eliza:" Ahh. Umh. Xian?"

Xian:" Yeah?"

Eliza:" Uhm. Nothing!  Hehe!"

Lumabas na ako at tuluyan na sanang bumaba when i heard Eliza's voice.

" I never thought i would fall for you! You're the first guy who i never thought i would fall for. Unbelievable huh? I don't know why i've fallen for you. But sad to say you don't feel the same way for me. Now i know how it feels now i understand i know how much it hurts. Yes we are couples but it is all just a fucking game!  I can't blame you about how i feel. It's my heart decision. Don't worry im not asking you to love me back! Ill give you your freedom to love anyone if that's the only way to make you happy. I know it hurts. Yeah! It really damn hurts. But whatever the pain is. Im gonna accept it wholeheartedly. You're lucky because someone loves you truly besides of your family. Well me? All people thinks im strong enough but what they don't know is im carrying a heavy burden behind my smiles. I don't even know what the love of family feels like but it's ok. Im already use to it."
Sabi ni Eliza.

------ END OF FLASHBACK ------

Xian:" Oo tama si Shane, Xander mahal ka ni Eliza alam ko ring mahal mo na rin siya. Ang problema sayo hindi mo ito tinatanggap. Palagi mong sinasabi na si Ice Princess ang mahal ko! Linawagin mo nga ang sarili mo Xander!  Hindi ka na bata! Alam kong at alam mo na may Nararamdaman kang kakaiba ka kay Eliza napansin ko yun. Nag iiba na yung mga kilos mo simula nung first mo siyang nakita. Ganyan ka ba katanga Xander?  Halos nadadapa na nga si Eliza kakatakbo papunta dito nung nalaman niyang nilalagnat ka! Ba't hindi mo yun pinapansin."

Tumayo na ako at nag walk out.

Pumunta muna akong hang out park para makapag relax.