Who Fixed Me

Chapter 5: Lets hang out ;)

Justin's POV:
Thursday, Last hour of the day

J=Justin texting
C= Crystal texting

J: Hey do you want to do something after school?
C: Sure :) let me ask my parents
C: What are we doing?
J: Go to a coffee shop and do homework?
C: Sure sounds great.
J: Meet you outside your classroom.
C: okay:)

I like it when she uses smily faces. I hear the bell go off and I run out of the room. I'm outside her door in seconds. (Being in shape is nice.) She walks out the room and her face lights up. Someone pushes past her. she falls they just keep walking like they walked through her. She moves to the side and I grab her hand and help her up. She looks down and moves her hand as if mine was hot and looks down and blushes. She's so sweet and innocent.
"lets get out of here." I say
"So am I gonna have to calm you down again?" She says with a smile
"Uh no.." I say a little quietly "It's okay I wouldn't mind helping" "You know I was supposed to be at a swim meet today? But since I had detention I can't go so I decided you hang with you." Why am I so comfortable around her she makes every thing so easy. "You swim? It would make sense for how In shape yo.. I mean that's great exercise" she says looking away blushing.
"Here we are the nearest coffee shop. Do you enjoy coffee?" I ask as I open the door for her. "Umm yeah I do. I'm actually I big coffee drinker I makes me act like Brendan Urie." She says with a laugh. "Who's Brendan Urie?" I ask "Who's Brendan Urie?! Please tell me you know Panic! At The Disco." She almost screams. "I'll have to look them up." I say. she sure is excited. The waiter walks up and asks "What can I get you?" "You first." I gesture towards her. "Um I'll have a caramel frappé." She says with a smile. "And you sir?" The waiter asks. "Mocha látte pleas..." I feel my hands shake a little. As he walks off she turns to her phone to look up that band, I start to realize that I barely know her and I'm sitting at a table with her in a coffee shop.
I turn my head to look out the window and see my father drive by and stick my head down so he doesn't see me. I close my eyes and hope nobody sees me. As soon as they are closed I see my nightmare I had when I got home yesterday.
  My dad hitting me and I couldn't do anything, My mom in the background drinking vodka and laughing. I open my eyes and I realize how much I want out of the situation. She looks at me and sees me while I'm broken down. She says something I can't hear over my own thoughts. I close my eyes and tears run down my face. I want out I want away but I can't move. I feel her hands on mine and her soothing voice in my ear I imagine her face, her smile, her hands in mine, I open my eyes and she's wiping my tears. She really cares. I grab her hand and say thank you.
  I look up outside the window and my dads is nowhere to be found I look at her then look down I have a pit in my stomach, I feel bad for what I've done to her she's following me around caring to my needs.
  "Here are your coffees have a nice day." I hand over the money and the tip and she takes a drink and smiles.
"Thank you for buying"
" no problem.. do you want to get out I here?" I ask
"I thought we were gonna do homework?"
"We can where we're going." I loud enough for her to hear me

  As we start our way to the park we have small talk until she asks.
"What happened in there?"
"Nothing.." I say looking away
" it was something cause you were shaking like a dog after you looked out the window. What did you see?"
"Uh my dad.." I say quietly "then I thought of the nightmares I had.." I trail off
She stops me and gives me a hug she's barely under my chin
"I'm sorry" she whispers "you shouldn't have to go through that."
"It's okay it's normal by now.." I say she let's go and steps back
"So a lighter topic.. where we going?" She says
"I thought we could sit at the park"
"Ooooo I love the park." She says jumping up and down
"Race ya?"
"I'm sure you'll win but yeah.... readysetgo." She says so fast it sounded like one word and she was gone by the time I realized I start off and let her get ahead and start sprinting as fast as I can with coffee of course. I get past her on with a few feet remaining I stop and let her pass me and get there first
"Hey don't just let me win.." she wines
"Hey I can't just beat a pretty lady like you." I put my hand over my mouth and look down. She looks down and blushes a lot I realize how much I like her, she's so pretty and quite and helps me so much with my panic attacks and she's just plan perfect.
"Your very sweet.." she says blushing still.
"I'm sorry I didn't even think about what to say it just kinda came out... I mean your are very beauti... you know what I going to shut up now so I stop embarrassing myself." I sit down across from her on the grass and she pulls out an geometry book and paper. I remember I didn't even grab my stuff from my locker.
"Anyways besides my red face... what do you have to work on." She says smiling as the pink disappears
"Well I forgot my stuff so all I have to do is help you I guess" I say next to her
"I'm okay with that" the pink reappears

*45 mins later*
After about a half hour of working on work she's shaking like a dog from the coffee and can't focus so we decided to head home.
"I'm sorry about all this confidence and you having to help me again." I say out of the middle where.
"It's okay I don't mind." she says as the jitters where off
"The helping or the confidence?" I ask
"I don't mind helping, I enjoy the confidence." she says smiling at me.
"Well this is your stop."
"Thanks for walking me home again" she says as she looks nervous but idk why
"It's my pleasure, plus it's not out of my way." I say smiling
"I'll see you tomorrow" she smiles and stands on her tip toes and kisses my cheek.
"Yeah I'll... see you... tomorrow..." I say stuttering like a fool. She smiles and walks inside I walk to my house knowing my fathers not home I walk upstairs and look up any homework and do it. And day dream about one day getting a real kiss out of her... I think I like her...

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