Out of the Ordinary

Chapter 11

Dakota's P.O.V

A few weeks have pasted since i ran away and the hate has just gotten worst, I've tried to ignore it but it's so hard to when it's every where you look. Other you tubers that know me have made videos asking people why they hate me, they also react to the tweets that people have sent me. I watched Tyler Oakly's Video about me

"Guys what do you hate Dakota so much she's a nice person for fucks sake she wouldn't even hurt a fly." he said, he read out some of the tweets and actually started to cry

"You guys are so mean to her, why would you tell her to kill herself there is no need of that" i finished watching the video and went back down stairs to the guys too see that they're still sleeping. I took my seat next to Simon and cuddled up to him, I felt Simon brought his arm around me and pulled me closer to him

"When did you get up?" he asked me

"like 10 minutes ago, when did you get up?" I asked him

"When you walked in" he said, i giggled at him and went on twitter and all my feed was hate. I lowered my phone and just laid my head back on Simon, he looked down at me and grabbed my phone

"For as long as you are with me you shall not look at your phone or any of the hate" he said and put my phone in his pocket "Now why dont you get changed and we'll go out"

"Ok" i said, i walked up Simons and open up my bag and grabbed my 'Sidemen' jumper with the green logo on it and a pair of black leggings. I quickly jump in the shower and do my make up, i brushed my hair and put into a pony tail. I walk back into Simons room to see that he was getting dressed and he wasn't wearing pants so I covered my eyes

"Sorry Simon i didn't know you were in here" i said feeling my way around the room to try and leave but i felt something warm under my palm, i open my eyes slightly to see that i had accidentally put my hand on Simon's stomach

"Hello" he said laughing, i pull my hand back and open my eyes

"I'm sorry Simon i didn't mean to" i said feeling heat rise in my cheeks

"You're fine" he said throwing a shirt on, i walked over to the pull out sofa bed and put on my shoes "you ready?"

"Yeah let's go" I said, we walked out and decided to go shopping so we went into town. We messed around in clothing stores and in gaming shops, we went into this party shop thing. It had costumes, masks, decorations, and more, we put on different hats and masks and made faces at each other

"Hey lets go get food I'm hungry" Simon said grabbing my wrist

"Ok where to?" i ask

"Well it's in a mall, Nandos after that we can continue shopping" he said

"Yes!" i said throwing my hands in the air, we walked to the mall and up to Nandos. We got a table then looked at what we wanted to eat

"I'll be right back Kota" Simon said as he got up and walked away, I looked at what I wanted when someone tapped my shoulder

"Hey are you Dakota?" a girl asked me as i turned around

"Yes I am" i said with a smile

"Oh well um i just wanted to say please kill yourself, can't you see no one likes you. We all know that you're just using the guys for their money" she said to me with a smirk, she then walked away and I turned back and saw Simon coming back

"Who was that?" he asked as he sat back down

"Just a fan asking for a picture" I said with a fake smile, I know that I'm lying straight to Simon's face but I can't let him know that I'm dying on the inside. I don't want him to worry about me along with the others and my brothers, I've put them through so much for the past mouth they don't need the extra weight. I hate to bother anyone with my problems hell I won't even let the guys to make me food, I don't understand where the fans are getting this 'you're using the guys for their money' thing like what the fuck. I just need to wrap my head around what is happening and figure out what I'm going to do next, me and Simon finished our food the went around the mall and got a few more things. Well he did I told him i didn't want anything so we went home, when we got home I went up to Simons room and put the things i got in my bag. I grab my laptop and sat on 'my' bed and scroll through twitter even though Simon doesn't want me to, I don't know why I'm doing this to myself I mean reading the hate comments. I guess i want to see what people are saying, of course it's the normal 'kill yourself'. I heard the door open and switched the tab to Youtube

"Hey Kota we're going out do you want to come?" Simon asked me

"Um no I'll stay here I'm tired" I said just realizing that it 8 p.m

"Ok well we'll see you later Kota" Simon said and walked out the door, i laid back on the bed and thought about what has driven pretty all the fans to tell me kill myself cause i just don't understand. I spent about an hour trying to figure why they are doing this but then i got up and made some food for myself, I looked to see that Leeds were playing right now so i turned on the T.V and changed it to the game. Every time Leeds scored or came close to I didn't excited as i normally do, I don't know what is wrong with me. I just haven't felt the same since that girl at Nandos told me what she told me, I know this wasn't the first time some told me to kill my self in public it just cut more deep than the others. It was about 12:30 when the guys came back home

"Hey Kota how come you're still up?" Simon asked

"I couldn't sleep" I said getting up

"Oh ok well we're going to bed" he said as all the guys nodded, I thought they were going to their rooms and the rest of the guys were going to the guest room but no the just collapsed on the sofa and instantly fell asleep. I smiled at them then the smile instantly faded

"I can't do this any more" I said, i took the spare car keys that head out the door. I hoped in JJ's old car that he still kept but never used, i speed down the road and started to cry. I thought about what i was about to do and I knew that i was scared but it has to happen, I close my eyes and take my hands off the wheel and let everything fade away.

Simon's P.O.V

I woke up to my phone vibrating in my pocket, only to see it wasn't my phone it was Dakota's. Dan was calling

"Dakota?! Thank god you answered" he said

"Dan this isn't Dakota" I said

"What why do you have her phone?" he asked

"I had it in my pocket so she couldn't see the hate on twitter" i said "why what's up"

"Nothing" he said

"Ok" I said and hung up the phone, i look to see everyone else was sleeping still so i got up and made my self some food. i scrolled through twitter and saw people saying things like 'is she gone yet i heard that she-' i couldn't see what the rest of the tweet cause dan called me

"What's up dan?" I said him i could hear him bearthing heavily

"No Simon she's in the hospital" Dan said crying

"Slow down Dan who is in the hospital?" i asked Dan feeling concerned

"Dakota she crashed a car like 2 hours ago" he said, i dropped my phone and ran to my room and grabbed my camera, my phone, my car keys and ran to my car to get to the hospital as fast as i could.