Out of the Ordinary

Chapter 12

Simon's P.O.V

I burst in the door to see Dan and Phil just getting there too, they waved me over and we went into Dakotas room.

"No Dakota!" dan yelled and ran to her side "Kota please no" dan started to cry and held onto her hand, i slowly walked over to the other of her bed and sat down in the chair. I felt tears threatening to spill from my eyes as i looked down at Dakota hooked up to all these wires and tubes, she looked broken and fragile. I don't remember what dan and phil said when they left but it's been 3 hours and i haven't said anything or showed emotion, I looked up and saw that no one was in the room with me and that's when i just burst into tears. I felt my tears fall down my face like a waterfall, i grabbed my camera and started to record

"Guys w-why? W-what made you at-tack Dakota like you d-did. Th-thanks you guys I'm s-sat in a hospital room n-next to Dakota" i said while crying, i set the camera down on the chair next to me and moved it so it could see Kota in her bed "She c-crashed her car trying to kill h-herself because of you guys. Why! she never hurt anyone and never took advantage of any of us guys, she didn't deserve what happened to her. You guys have disappointed me and the guys, they don't even know she's here. I just want to know why you guys did this to her, she's just an innocent girl. Guys she may die! I cant have that!" i said crying out of anger, fear, and sadness, i grab her hand and bring it to my lips "Dakota please stay with me i don't want you to go, I need you Dakota. You are my sunshine, you're the one thing that makes me wake up in the morning. I still remember when I met you, you were shy but comfortable around Harry, you were quite, you didn't really speak. I'm rambling and you're probably running out of time all i want to say to you is that I love you Dakota Howell please stay with me and be my girlfriend" i said and cried more than i ever have before. I was later then told that I needed to leave but i could come back tomorrow, i dragged my feet so I didn't have to leave her. I got into my car and drove back to the house, i walked in to see everyone sitting in the lounge

"Hey there he is" Tobi said, i didn't say anything or even look at them

"Simon what's wrong mate" Josh asked me and i just cried again and fell to the floor

"Simon mate come on whats wrong?" Harry asked

"They got to her, so much that she actually tried" i said

"What do you mean" Ethan asked

"Dakota she tried killing herself, she's in the hospital that's where I've been all day" i said and wiped my eyes, i didn't say anything else i just went up to my room and edited my video then posted it. What's the point any more? Why should Dakota have to suffer for what the fans did? I know what I'm going to do, I'm going to make them feel bad about what they did

'I really loved her. But you guys drove her so far that she killed herself. I guess this is the end of MiniMinter too. Goodbye'

I tweeted that and all the responses were like

'wait what?'

'Simon no you cant'

'Simon please no don't do anything to yourself'

'She actually killed herself?'

'Guys we fucked up'

'we just killed Simon'

'we killed his happiness'

'what are we going to do?'

I Ignored all tweets, texts, and the guys. I don't see the point in talking or doing anything any more, I'm not me any more with out her. It's been a week since Dakota went to the hospital, she's still in ver bad condition. I've visited her every day until I had to go home, she's had many sugary's god knows what for and I haven't smiled or talked the enter week. I'm nothing any more, I'm broken.

Josh's P.O.V

I decided to vlog today cause me and the guys minus Simon are going to Thorpe Park.

"Hey guys so today me and the rest of the Sidemen minus Dakota and Simon are going to Thorpe Park" i talked about who's going

"Should we check on Simon?" Vik asked, i nodded and brought my camera to his room to show the fans what he's like now

"Simon we're leaving now are you okay?" I asked showing that fans that he sits in a dark room with nothing but the tv on, I turned on the light to see his room a mess and him with a tear stained face. He simply nodded

"Simon we all know you're not ok" Vik said, Simon just looked away and waved us out. I turned off the light and turned the camera to me

"He hasn't said a word or smiled in a week because his other half is basically on the verge of death" i said

Simon's P.O.V

I heard Vik and Josh leave my room so i rolled back over and look at my phone, i go through twitter to see people still tweeting me things like

'Simon we're sorry please come back'

'Simon she's just a girl right?'

'guys we basically killed him'

'we just killed his other half'

'we broke him because we were to jealous and blind to see that she really meant something t him and the guys but mostly him'

'how do we undo what we did?'

I knew they had now understand what they did was wrong but it's not enough, Dakota is dying because of them. Dan has been keeping up to date with me, he's literally the only person I will talk to because he knows the feeling i have right now a long with Phil. I got up and decide to meet them at Starbucks cause Kota wouldn't want me to be mopping around my room. I took a shower and cleaned my room then put some clean clothes on then headed out, I got to the Starbucks that was closes to Dan and Phil's flat cause that's where they told me to go

"Hey Simon how are you?" Phil asked, I took out my phone and wrote

'I'm not as good as i was before I haven't spoke or smiled in a week'

"Oh Simon I know it's tough but she can make it through tis she's a tough girl, have you met her?" Dan asked with a sympathetic smile, i just looked them then we went back to the Sidemen house and hung out. The guys asked them how they were doing when dan got a call

"Hello?..... This is he..... What?!..... I'll be over as soon an i can" he said and hung up the phone "Phil we got to go" he said and grabbed Phil's arm then they were out the door. I hope she's okay