Lovely || Bellamy Blake

03

"Bell, if anyone can find her, it is you. If anyone can get out of that hell, it is her," she states trying to calm me. I looked at her like she was crazy then looked down. 

I never really cared like this before and it was a weird feeling, it wasn't like love or anything. It's just Eleanor was like a sister to Octavia, she saved O multiple times. I'm utterly astonished that Octavia is doing so well. I sighed loudly.

"I'm tired O, goodnight," I said defeated. 

"Goodnight, Bell," She said with a small smile. 

I stood up and hugged her tightly. I lightly kissed her forehead. Then she disappeared.

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*Octavia's POV*

"Goodnight, Bell," I said with a small smile, hoping he would be okay for the rest of the night. 

He stood up slowly and opened his arms for a hug. He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tightly. I missed his hugs so much, he has been so busy he hasn't hugged me in so long. He placed his chin on the top of my head like he did when we were kids. He kissed my forehead then sent me on my way.

As I make my way up to my tent, which was next to Bellamy's up the hill, I notice a water droplet on my cheek. I look up questioning how this water droplet came n my face, it wasn't raining. I was crying. This only made me walk faster. I made my way up to my tent. 

Flashbacks of Eleanor and I flooded into my mind like a river overflowing into a sleeping city and drowned all the inhabitants, as my eyes were drowned in my tears. I dropped to my knees, I have never cried this much. El was like a little sister to me, even though she was older than me, she was childlike despite her past. 

At this point, I was doing everything in my power to stay quiet, but my sobs refused to be silenced. I decided to take a walk, so I wouldn't wake anyone with my crying. I made my way to the hole I used to sneak out to see Lincoln, it was small, not even Bellamy could fit, so I didn't bother telling anyone.

I got through the hole and walked as silent as possible. I made my way up a hill, I was on my way to the lake where Eleanor and I used to hang out and now where I go to get away. I harshly wiped the tears that were violently falling down my face. 

I made my way down the very steep hill. I was half way down when I saw a body. I rush up to it, I couldn't help but get my hopes high, I was hoping it was El. I ran down the rest of the hill, I still couldn't tell who I was. Once I was a few yards away, I could finally see, it was a girl. It wasn't until I was right by the body I could tell who it was, Eleanor. 

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It seemed like my body just kind of refused to do anything but fall to the ground. I let a few audible sobs out. I somehow managed to sob, "El." I collected myself enough to check for any sign of her being alive. There was such a light pulse it scared me. I put my head down waiting to hear a breath, nothing. She won't be alive much longer. 

I run as fast as I could to the camp, I went through the gates. I ran to Bellamy's tent and barged into his tent, he was finally asleep. I walk to his bed and quickly shake him. He shoots up, he looked at me harshly but when he saw my tears he changed. 

"What's wrong?" He asked very worriedly.

"It's Eleanor, I found her, she's barely alive and I know I couldn't get her back on my own," I said as a sob escaped my lips.

He tensed up and quickly walked to pick up his jacket and a pistol. He didn't say a word as he walked into Murphy's tent. 

"What-" I start but was silenced by him saying "Shh,"

"Murphy, get up," he said sternly lightly kicking the bed, "O found Eleanor, I need you to have Clarke ready," he said and Murphy nodded getting up.