Love Me ~URBAN

I'm not sorry

Remi Pov
"Your mother is alive and so is your sister" after he said that my whole body froze and my heart stopped my mouth was left a bit ajar and dried rivers on my faced were replenished .I was reliving the pain of a loss when I should be happy when I came back to reality my father had left and my brother was there holding me rubbing my back but he to was crying it had been awhile sense I seen my brother cry and this just broke me down more I looked him in the eyes and I said "I'm sorry"

 He looked at me shocked because I hated the word sorry but my mind was so clouded I couldn't think of any other words to say my heart was ripped from my body and thrown into a pot of despair my brain was melting into a gooey mess.

I blacked out when I woke up I was in my bed my clothes felt different  someone had put me in my pajamas I heard the shower in my brothers bedroom .

I went into his room and then to his bathroom I opened the door and sat on the toilet I said "Explain to me what happened"I waited for response I saw a less hairy 😯 arm reach out and grab a towel Dom stepped out my face went pale 😳 and my knees buckled he looked at me and chuckled  "You blacked out before a ambush and your brother he requested I stay with you and I did I shot a couple of people and your brother said I could get cleaned up here he also told me to change you which I did" he quickly said "with my eyes closed but nice thong😂"I looked at him and lightened up I said "how you know I am wearing a thong if you had your eyes closed" "well I have a sister and she wears them alot soooo yeah" I laughed at him because that didn't explain how he saw my thong.

I started to let it sink in that he had probably carry me I shyly asked "Did you carry me inside" he looked at me and said "Yeah ,you barely weigh anything " I looked up at him I searched his eyes for the truth and he wasn't lying to me.I shyly got off of the toilet and I walked straight back to my room quickly I can't believe that Dom is working for my father.

Everyone is working for my father and now my mother and sister are alive I just don't know what to do.
I thought to myself I have a week till school is over for me.So why not get a head start for packing I started to pick out my shoes and outfits that I would wear for the week I started to pack up the rest of my stuff while blasting some old jams like Erykah Badu. I had gotten all of my room packed up  I was worn out all I wanted to do was shower and sleep.
When I showered I did my nightly routine and then I started to look for condos in Atlanta I was going  I was getting out of Florida and I was glad no body would come looking for me.