♡ If Only You Knew ♡

Part 1

Things to look out for:
H/L- Hair Length
F/C- Favourite Colour (or just for clothes colours)

Disclaimer!:
I really wanted the main character to be called Romy because I was planning it for so long but then I thought it would be more personal if the reader was the character so for your personal enjoyment, you can read the name as whatever you want but yeah, thanks.

Disclaimer#2!:
This story may be upsetting to some viewers, it will include: abuse, depression, bullying and suicide so yeah! But don't worry! In the next season, which I've already planned, it will be happier! Hope you enjoy!

You're (Romy) POV
Unknowingly I was suffering from teenage depression. I remember being told that High School was supposed to be the happiest years of my life but it was one of the darkest times in my life. On the outside, I looked happy  but I sure didn't feel like it inside.

I remember thinking seriously about suicide. I'm sure that would have been a shock to everyone if I had actually done it. On the outside I was outgoing and knew just about everyone's name in the school, but inside I was dying...

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The Morning:
*Beep Beep* I woke up with a slight pain in my neck and my H/L hair on my face. I turned my head to see it was 6th of September. Sitting there for a moment it hit me: my first day of highschool. And it was already, what, 7:16?! Great! I have 15 minutes to get ready, have breakfast, sort out my backpack aaaaaand actually get to school! Great start Romy!

I wore F/C skinny jeans and F/C jumper. My nails were already painted F/C. When I went downstairs, I saw my dad: laying on the couch asleep, with bottles of vodka all over. I sighed deeply and walked to the kitchen. I got my F/C lunch box and put in peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, a banana, smarties and a ribena carten. Packing it away, my dad woke up.
"What the fuck do you think you're doing you little shit?!" He shouted, stumbling down the hall and smashing a bottle on the counter. I told him I was packing my lunch for school and reminded him he needed to pay the bills as I put my brown pumps on. Dad just went to sleep. "Why do I have to put up with this?" I thought, walking out the door.

Hey guys! (Aka: ppl watching in the future coz I have one follower 😂😂) Hope you enjoyed the first part of this, comment if you did! Love ya ❤️