* i should probably put a trigger warning here, because this may be triggering for some people, idk + i don't feel so sure about uploading this, but somehow, this image keeps flashing through my head and i needed to write it down, because it keeps haunting me almost everyday again
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everytime as i'm crying and i close my eyes,
i feel the same terrifying image burning in my head,
i feel the flames of the vision licking my skull
i see myself lying on the ground
and my wrists are slit open
blood on the ground
blood everywhere
but as soon as i realise it, the image is gone
why
why does it keep coming back
everytime again
as i cry ?
is it a peer
in the future
or is it
my craving
to die
that doesn't seem to let me be alone
ever
YOU ARE READING
a piece of my heart
Poetrythese are words i will never be able to speak out loud my violent thoughts about loneliness and love, two different feelings that leave the same burning pain this is, a piece of my heart
