* i should probably put a trigger warning here, because this may be triggering for some people, idk + i don't feel so sure about uploading this, but somehow, this image keeps flashing through my head and i needed to write it down, because it keeps haunting me almost everyday again
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everytime as i'm crying and i close my eyes,
i feel the same terrifying image burning in my head,
i feel the flames of the vision licking my skulli see myself lying on the ground
and my wrists are slit open
blood on the ground
blood everywhere
but as soon as i realise it, the image is gone
why
why does it keep coming back
everytime again
as i cry ?
is it a peer
in the future
or is it
my craving
to die
that doesn't seem to let me be alone
ever
YOU ARE READING
a piece of my heart
Poetrythese are words i will never be able to speak out loud my violent thoughts about loneliness and love, two different feelings that leave the same burning pain this is, a piece of my heart