I just found out that my grandpa died..... I know that everyone loses someone but this is difficult for me. He was always there, when my mom died, when my grandma died, when everyone close to me was leaving he was always there to tell me it was gunna be okay. Now I don't know what to do, I'm so confused and lost that nothing makes sense anymore, but I know he wouldn't want me to act like this....I'll try and update whatever I can. Bye 😟✌