I just feel like not posting this on my main account because I don't want to be spammed with comments like "are you okay?" "What happened" and shit like that. I'm not okay, I just had to stop talking to one of my friends and I'll probably never get to speak to him again... he was like a brother to me... and it really hurts... so yay I just needed to write that... just don't spam my friend with comments and stuff because it doesn't matter what I do, I'll never get to talk to him again...