7.) Flirting

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Oh dang hey it's been a while. I didn't really??? have encouragement to write??? And I've also got practice for a musical I'm in so... updates are gonna be really scarce.
Anyway here's the chapter.

Jon's POV

"Cmon Feathers, if you don't keep up ill laugh when the Secretaries have to find your sorry ass because you got lost." I smirked at Evan.

"Aw, but then what if one of them falls desperately in love with me?" Evan winked jokingly.

"As if any girl in her right mind would ever think of doing that." I finger gunned him.

He smiled and got this weird, seductive look in his eyes. "Aw, you're just saying that cause you'd get jealous."

I felt my cheeks heat up, but I was good at hiding my blush in the dimly lit halls. I didn't know how to come back to that. The thought of him with another girl somehow bothered me. It hurt, and I didn't want to do anything about it because I didn't want to annoy him or seem to possessive. Possessive... when he isn't even mine to possess! I should be okay if... some girl... but I'm not.

I said the first thing that popped into my head. "Sorry my dude but my dicks so great I don't know if you're ready for this ride."

We both stood in an awkward silence, me being petrified by my own actions and him probably thinking that joke was going to far. Is this flirting? Is this how you flirt???

Instead of asking to leave, Evan just gently smiled. "Pfff, sorry him but your dick can't be that much for me."

I felt a wave of relief go over me. Evan was okay with my joke and it brought me so much happiness.

"Well, I got some work to do so... we should get going I guess."

~Jon's Room (hue hue)~

As I was tapping away at the keys on my keyboard, attempting to impress Evan with my fake work ethic, he was looking at a book I had. He got bored and said "Ill put it back." I sighed disappointingly because I was failing to entertain him. "Hm? What's this?" I heard. A cold sweat broke out and i was immediately petrified with fear.

I stood up from the chair and tried to call out. "WAIT NO STOP MAYDAY--" it was too late. He was reaching for it. I felt my life slowly sinking away. Maybe I could just kill myself now before he makes fun of me?

He had found it.

My collection stash of smut fan made comics.

He silently stared at the comic, then back at me, then back to the comics. I was planning on how long it would take me to die if I made a noose out of my bed sheet.

He picked up the stash of drawn pornos and put them back on the bookshelf. He found another book and contently sat on the couch.

"Evan, what?!"

He looked up at me, a light pink dusting his cheeks. "Well, you're a guy. You have needs. I understand that." He turned his attention back to the book and read it nonchalantly.

I felt my heart stop beating. Evan was accepting me?! What the hell?

He's too... good of a person...

I started thinking of all the things I've done in my life, like a little montage reel I keep stored in my brain. As a reminder of why I can't have nice things...

I don't deserve Evan.

I need to keep him away.

~ Dee

I'm so sorry

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