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The Breakup

Ok so it took me like 2 weeks to realize that my best friend wrote the last chapter, the one that says I like turtles...I love her. Anyway read on my loves.
Btw this was written by my best friend.

Oh yeah and this ones going to be sad. But who knows it might help you or something???

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Warm tears were streaming down my red, blotchy face. My heart started to ache and my stomach started to churn. I can't believe he just broke up with me... I was totally and completely in love with him. Just yesterday he was holding me tight and kissing my hand. I don't understand how his feelings suddenly just changed. Or maybe they didn't. Maybe he was protecting me from something. I don't really know. Right now all I can focus on is the pain. The unbearable pain of being heartbroken. I now understand why they call it this. He made me feel like I was the only girl that mattered to him. He called me beautiful every day. He didn't have to try to be perfect. I was already falling.

*******1 month later*******

I miss him so much. I miss talking to him. Holding his hand. Calling or texting him. I miss hanging out with him after school until 4:00 after school. I miss the way he looked at me. I miss the was he treated me. I miss his clinginess. I MISS EVERYTHING. In past relationships, once it started to get serious I would back out. But not with him. I wanted to be nothing more than his. I didn't care what anyone said. All I wanted was him. And ONLY him. I wouldn't even acknowledge other guys. I didn't care about the other guys the same way that I cared for him. He would wait for me after class. And when he saw me his face lit up. And he would just stare into my eyes until I'd say "what" and he'd say: "your eyes are so beautiful" or "you are so beautiful". He would call me at in bed just to say goodnight and hear my voice. I miss him, more than I've ever missed someone. And I can't get over it. I've tried a lot. But nothing works. He's always in the back of my mind. I miss him. I even tried to replace him. But that didn't work. The only guy I want is him. No one else. At all. I flirt with guys, yeah, but I don't want something serious. Anytime I see him my heart races and my stomach gets butterflies. Then I see him with a girl or something and it makes my heart break again. I know he's trying to make me jealous (I try to do the same) and it works. I'm crazy about him. This should be getting easier not harder. I don't want to give up. I have all this hope but that's only hurting me. I try to tell myself that he doesn't want me and that we are never going to get back together. But I still have hope for it. I loved him. I still do.