All in time ( zayn malik)

Chapter 16

Chapter 16

Recap

" hello zayn ! How are you?" She chirps . " I'm very nice , how bout you ?" " great , so can I ask you something !" " gladly . " " what happens to that Alex girl ?"

He bit his lip . He swallowed very slowly . He took a deep breath, and looked into the camera .

"She was just a bump in the road ."

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Alex pov

Avan looked at me , it felt like my heart just shattered . Like someone threw my feelings in a fire pit and let them burn .

I don't feel anything now .

Slowly , I rose up from my seat and headed towards my bed room . I opened the door and sat on my bed.

Pain , I couldn't turn to my blades . There all gone , my only true best friends aren't here for me .

I'm all alone in this world . And it might not be for long .

--------------week later

Dream

I see zayn walk up to me he quite the distance away so I walk towards him and we get close enough he walks right though me . Like I'm wind . Or he Dosent notice me. I turn around and I see all these girls .

Dani,Elunore ,Two other girls I've never seen before and .,

Perrie

I see zayn walk up to her and kiss her passionaly . I drop to my knees when , all of a sudden . Harry ,Louis ,Niall all walk though me . I turn around and i don't see Liam coming. Hmmmmmmmm

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I wake up screaming , that's worse Than a nightmare . This has been happening since the music awards last week .

I just sit in the same chair all day and watch the sun, moon , stars or clouds . I don't want to get on my computer cause every where I look it's them . I get dress with whatever is clean and pop in my headphones

Can you feel my heart , by bring me the horizon came on . I was listening closely to the lyrics .

' I long for that feeling to not feel at all.'

That's me . In one lyric . Only , I feel at the pit of me . And I feel that it will burst soon .

I Just do know how .